BUKITTINGGI

i said that im going to have a trip to Bukittinggi on Friday rite? nop. my father suddenly change his mind and we got the trip exactly on Monday afternoon! well, it's ok then for me, but i was a bit not in mood because of P M S he he. so we went with one car (mine) with 2 big families which each of them have 5 people so 10 people in one car -,-
we went to Bukittinggi first, arrived at my father's village at late nite. so you can see at the picture i've taken in ricefield that is Matur, my father's village. that is sooooo beautiful and nice and free and green and fresh oooh i really can breathe well, not like in pekanbaru. then we went to eat satay :)))) this is what ive been searching for! sate karambia ahhaha, its different from any other satay you know?! very very tasty...

next we went to Bukittinggi, the city of.. well i dont know but there was very crowded, traffic along the road, and so many tourists there. my first purpose is NASI KAPAU hahahhahah yep! nga bakal afdhal kalo nga makan diseneeehh crazzeeehhh gellaak! (?). after lunch bought some dvds and i was really shock! each dvd only cost 6000?? hek. so bought 8 japanese and korean dvds hehe. including Shining Inheritance :)))
ennexx because all of hotel in there are full!, we had a nite at Sulit Air where my cousin place. that was our first time went to Sulit Air and we just trough the shortcut way. what? you even cant imagine how scary it is. theres no live! no lamp no house no water no nothing! forest eveywhere, gersang, jurang curam, astagaaa sooooo scary! but at last we arrive at that place and my first impression was.. hmm nice. there are so much piggy hunter whoot.
then in the mornig we continue the trip trough Batusangkar. at Aripan (not far from Sulit Air) we ate durian :). that was not the most but was very nice juicy and tasty durian. and at Batusangkar we finally found a restaurant which serve Itiak Lado Hijau (bebek ijo). what can i say? i was tearing hahahhahahah.
ooh i really gonna miss those moments. i really enjoy bukittinggi, the people, the food, the air, the view, all of them. i really hope can go back there asap :)

i do remember what he said. eventhough its in front of us, we never can get it. that's what i was going to say to him but im too weak. why? im too weak. i cannot say anything, my most stupid act! my silenceness, not meaning that im cruel rite? am i cruel? now what i have to do? he hates me then. i dont have face to meet him.
i only need he understand what i mean. am i too selfish? that is! im selfish, careless, and stupid! no one cares about me because i even cant appreciate people. and he.. who was very strict about me, now he hates me.
sometimes i think its better if he hates me. i deserve it. he's too nice for me. what does he look after me? what's good in me?
dont you know? you cruel as well. everyone judge me, you always do that to me, it makes me more hurt,
no. you dont know how it feels. if you know, you'll not do that to me. YES. you are the only one who dont know!
nothing else to say, im lose..

yes, i officialy just fallin in love with this boy. he's good looking rite? hehe. gonna watch his act in Shining Inheritance. for more click here, here, and here, and here.

esok dah raye

it has been almost one month?! omooo and tomorrow is ied?? omooooo and what a shocked that i have soo much assignments?? MY GOOOODD!! i just have known from ei. she asked me about.. what? nihongo? pkn? math? clearing? wth. and suddenly i was just become more shock that next friday me and my family will have a trip to bukittinggi, and will comeback home sunday night?? fine.

ok, so yesterday i was just calling out some of my friends to ask about the assignments. about nihongo, we were asked for make an essay about hobby, like and dislike, and compared. well, i think it's not too hard ;). then about pkn, we were asked for make a concept map about government system. it's gonna be a long journey (huh) in case i really hate this subject. and the last, oh, math, fine. (i dont wanna talk about it) x'(
so guys, tomorrow is ied. i mean lebaran (what should we call it in en?). whatever, this year fasting month i even still cant do it even better from last year. for almost one month i only went three times for taraweh, and never took subuh at mosque (sooooo sigh). and also my salat still not full :(, i still often gossiping about my friends, people, and anything in fasting month, still cant help about envying people and so many things. those all little things are not little thing actually. its a big deal! oh i can do it again next year. nooooo! who can guarantee you will still alive next year? who can guarantee you will still feel ramadhan next year? :( why regretness always come late? i feel so desperate whenever think about this. but only Allah knows. Allah knows that i always try to fight all syaithon in mine, Allah knows that i still remember what i have to do and donts, Allah knows that i have a strong-will to face all of my hope, Allah knows that i really love, Allah knows that im a good girl ;). one thing in mylife that i always believe that, when youre in trouble, that is Allah near you, Allah still love and remember you.
and you have know that the truly fasting month is the eleven months after this.
so let be an optimistic and postive thinker people! and reflect yours.

have you prepare all the things for tomorrow??? ive doone! :). so be good and bring the positive energy to celebrate lebaran ;D
HAPPY AIDIL FITRY♥

H-7

H-7, before lebaran guys. huuh tidak terasa yaa ;) udah ada yang bolong belom? 4 days peoplee, it's okay i'm woman teeheee. along the holiday i've made up my room, i'd like to show the pic to you but im a little lazy now, nga usah deh ya.
so yesterday my mom told me to clean up all my things at room and said that i'd better throw all the useless things because my room soo messy. but i dont want to. because for me, all the things in my room are useful. and i asked to my father to buy me a book cabinet because it's not enough more for all of my book that's why it's so messy. but my mom said i dont have to, because it would be useless in case i am going to university next year. so that's why yesterday was a very bad mood for me. i need that book cabinet, even if i'll leave this town next year, you wont throw them all away rite? i will not let anyone or anything change my room since i'll leave it. it must be the same as i leave it! so, with heavily hearted i clean up my room, and i decided to change the positions. the bed, cupboard, and the desk. i made it all by myself, so that i'm so tired now. i still wish my mother would change her mind and buy me the book cabinet, buy i dont think so. until she back home from her office and i still with my books, i dont know she just made it all good. so i just well, yeah ok, that's good too, and forget that all :/

ohh lately fasting days sooo hard rite. i wonder something juicy for fasting break today. orange and nutrijell hmmmmm ~~ hahaha. oya lebaran is not complete without the cake! my favourite? nastar of course! the pianeaple pie hmmm, mygeee. and the lontong sayuur, then my mom said this year will be different. on the 2nd day thre'll be roti canai with kari ayam sauce uwaaaahh (stop it! im fasting)

well then guys, prepare your self for lebaran well ya!

kyunie :/

uwooooh its my kyuuu :'(. look at his new look, h i s n e w h a i r ~~. you like it? me? nooo :(. i prefer the former style one, longer and messy, not like this! its too shooort :(. kyunie, tell me whos the stylist, let just me mix your style whuahahhaha. but well, yeah, i like this photo a lot! he's still my oppa :*

the 999 :')

uwooooh it has been so loong time im not writing :( do you miss me? hueheuehehe whatever, i miss youuu my blog :**. there's so much stories i wanna tell ya but this damn connection of tsel flash make me crazeehh!
tsel flash in overloaded capacity. i heard from my friend that even in Jogja its not worked. WTF! so haevily hearted i have to be patient and keep my passion to not using it for a while. and not only tsel flash but also As provider, well which mean in one group with tsel. they're over capacity huhu :(
but noow i can use it agaain :)). i can browsing again, facebooking, tweeting from tweetdeck, youtubing, and bloggiiiing :)). so, i decided to be nice with flash in case if it wont work again hehe (i often treat it bad).
so, here i wanna share with ya! it's holidaaaay guuyss =D. long holiday, so i wont let it. i've planned some. reading Breaking Dawn which i borrowed from Tya, continue reading comic Piano Hutan, downloading some Suju subbed, watching some movie and drama, pimping up my room, designing some 'baju lebaran', and sleeeeeeeepp whahahhaha. i dont know why but these days i often felt like migrain, maybe its because less sleep. and i need some recipe how we can trough fasting month without headache guys? my head is so heavy right now, :"(. what were you eating when sahur? taking some pills? uh i hate it.
back to the topic. so i am not going to make my holiday empty, without any'essence'things. i would like to learn more about hangul and japanese (whatever people say) by watching some movies hehe. and also i'll do some secret project with rya my boyfie hihi. you'll know it later ;0

so i have the storryyy guyyss (DUHH!) i dont from where to start this but im sooo (what can i say). ok, it was 999. well, it's not the story about me but i have the story behind 999. my little baby, oh you cant imagine it. wait, no im not pregnant or having babies like that, i mean my friend, my baby, the most little one had grown! i was supposed to be happy but i dont know i just feel like it's hard to see, realized and know that she had grown. she's fallin for a guy. she feels love and she know how to make it with her own way. this's her first time, her new thing in her life and i really hope that that guy can keep her safe, and treat her well, also understand her in and outside. please take full care of her. so, you have to know how it was goin.
this guy, named fiki invited us and some of his friends to Hodess Cafe on September 09 2009. and the girl, named ega of course dont know every planned. so us, ega's friends had to asked ega to go to Hodess with scenario we'll have a dinner there. so we went to Hodess with ega, and arrived there ega just said that she forgot to transfer money and asking wondering why we have to had a dinner there because it's too expensive she tought. but we were just calmed her down and said that it will be okay, we'll treated her. and she just believe it~~
so, i came in first and saw so many friends inside. omg how can ega stand of this situation??! what a perfect moment, cozy gazebo, romantic acoustic, close friends, roses, and of course foods and ice creams~~
so, first ega entered the gazebo and mia gave a rose to ega and followed by ona, oby, eky, and some friends (i forgot) until 7 roses in her hands. so you can imagine rite how's her face? no. i even cant help to see her reaction! astaghfirullah egaa, her face full of questions, no happy shy smile, and just let off the people who starred at her at that place take her own sit. sigh
us only can do our best to support him, and everything at the end only ega have the answer.
so, time passed by, ega just sitting (like usual guest), people busy theirselves, and fiki seems like a stressed prince hahah. ohya the acoustic was doin very good by yon and sony, so i was offer my self to sing a song anf they agree :). i sang Padi-Menanti Sebuah Jawaban (ooh what a song!).
okay it has been taking so long time, where's fiki? where's the ninth rose? where's the shooting? (?) :0. si, fiki had something to tell to me, and i was really mad with him, WTH? i said "Now or never!" and it seems like working ;). then he went to the front and set the 'shooting' time by using a puzzle game. so ega puzzled the puzzle while that fiki searched the lost pieces and acted like he cant find the pieces but gave the ninth rose to ega, (so reality show, sure i was like watching Lemon Tea on SCTV program, heheh). and well, here we go to the max.
fiki: 'aku sayang ega'
(people crowded and yelling)
ega:------------------------
(dije come to ega as the translator)

fiki: 'ega sayang sama aku?'
(people crowded, come closer, and yelling)
ega: 'belum'
(people calming down and silence)
fiki: ----------------------------------------(%^&&$#$%)
(dije talking to ega)

dije: 'kau tadi nanya apa fik?'
(people lemeeeeessssssss!!!)

fiki: 'ega sayang nga sama aku?'
ega: 'sayang'
fiki: 'mau jadi pacar aku?'
ega: (ngangguk)

yes, that was how they doin. and i was just like yeah, welcome to life ega, welcome :'). you know that we love you, we'll do everything for you ega :'). we'll be yourside. for fiki, i'll keep your promise!!

PS: God, i miss him :')