Fight for 5 months ahead!

PBS UGM : 21 Februari
UAN : 16 Maret
PMBP ITB : 27 Maret
SIMAK UI : 11 April

i have no rest time even for awhileee. wish me luck guyss. im concern and focus to ITB. of course, ITB is my dream Campus. am going to take Environment Engineering major. for other option, could be IT or Interior Design. and if, IF i wont pass those 3 ways, maybe am going to UiTM, Malay. they dont have such many things to tested :). がんばってください！

SEVENTEEN

'today im gonna run away, and feel the sun troughout my hair. finally feel the really who i wanna be, who that is i dont really care..' -Hillary Duff

that was the song from Hil titled Sweet Sixteen (eh?) just change it to Sweet Seventeen haha. because im Indonesian and i'll be always follow Indonesian rules. where Seventeen is the sacred one, not Sixteen.
so on November 5th '09 ago (so long rite?-im too busy sowwy), i really didnt feel any surprise yet blue feeling guys. im still happy :). but really didnt realized about my friends "project".
so i went home with dodok because my mom couldnt pick me up. i went home with yana and dodok. but first we went to dodok's home first because somewhat bussiness. yana told that she wanted to eat satay which is nearby Aryaduta Hotel and after that dodok will sent me QR. until this i still diidnt realized anything. it was quite took a long time in dodok's car because i still had to wait for my mom to change my bag and shoes for QR. after that and we still eat suddenly dodok said that her mom wanted her to go back home earlier. and while that yana received a phone from eky????? i think its wierd. but i still didnt smell any 'surprise'. then rapidly me and yana ate our food because dodok said her mom had got angry. (its not weird hehe)
not too far from the satay place dodok asked if we saw her towel or not but we said that we didnt see any towel she brought from home. and suddenly she turn right the way to checked if her towel had left at the satay place and... 'Happy Birthday mandaaa...'
omonaaa mira, dewi, ila, rya, dije, tissa had stood right in front of the way at the circle of the sreet, so directly i can see them sing for me while i turn around the circle. but i couldnt hear them. then i got from the car and did the birthday ritual. -but i feel something lost- i wished, i prayed, i blew the candle, i hugged them, i kissed them and suddenly.. rain.
we rapidly got in the car and moved to another side. i saw adun's car..ehm. i know it will be happened. he brought another cake and again i wished, i prayed, i blew the candle, and i gave the first piece cake to rya my boyfie and to my ladies then the last to adun haha. because of rain couldnt compromise again, we got home earlier. even we still could enjoy that :)
oh ya! you know what i got from adun and ryaaa?? tadaaaaa...!!

how cutee rite. so now i have three kids. oppa(mylittleshawtyteddyberry), kaweek, and princess rya.
and at night me and my family had dinner at Enoki-Jatra Hotel. a Japanese restaurant and for the first time for my bros to eat sushi ahahah. they wass.. eewww! hahaha. because they werent satisfy of the japanese food, we continued to mie tek tek -,-
ok and that was my story guys, i had sooooooo many greets from friends from FB, twitter, and text message by phone until i couldnt reply it one by one. but i was sooooo thankful to all of my friend. ive seventeen. and i know the point is you are getting closer and closer to the end, to the dream you hope, to what you wanna be, to your future life. do ive to prepare it all. ive to be ready for somewhere i have to be strong for any conscecuency..

PS: and the hardest conscecuency is.. losing

holaaaaback

aigoo~~ it has been so llloooooonngggg time yah. well, i have so much stories to giggs.
have you seen my header?? how how? hehe its made by me, fiki, and eri. yeah because im little blind about photoshop so that i asked them to help me ;). it was such a great time we had.. about 3 hours?! only for header like that?! eh because i have to download more brushes and fonts and the server connection takin a long time and we did it while studying time hehe.

so since it has been a long time. then i even havnt told you that i did a phsycho test for university majority. the result was..

1. Sastra Inggris (Bahasa Asing) 2. Teknik Lingkungan
3. Akuntan Perbankan

.. and was kyaaaaa!! teknik lingkungan teknik lingkungan!! HAHA i really want to go to that major! but wait, where those two silly things came?? for the options i wrote Kedokteran Gigi, Teknik Lingkungan, and Psikologi. then on the result they gave me advice that i better go to literature and accounting??? ok for literature but accounting?? i do hate math so much more economics! how come. after i got the result (Friday) my teacher told us that we'll get the interview section. then i got the chance on that day. the doctor said that im necessary for clericles, it means im good at working as staffs, teller, like that. or i can take IT, its also good for me.
then after i had a long chat (i ask as many as im curious about), i know that she;s right at all about me. my careless is my weakness so that i cant be a doctor or any duties related to human services. i have to increase my work again if i really have want to be in ITB. hm seems it would be much more harder (?)
of course ive told this to my parents and they agree about it. they really let me choose what i want. it all depends on me. they not seduce me to be a doctor again (because i dont want to). so they gave me some options. include study IT in malay --' ..or UR.

then guys i have something that is a story from my tuition teacher. called him bang tommy. he's my mathematic teacher. ..on monday, yes its monday. he told us a story about hislife and it was very touching and motivate me. its not something we have to cry or pity on him but listen up. (he's batak)
"bang tommy lulusan Teknik Kimia dek. kalau bang tommy waktu itu lolos, abang nga akan ketemu kalian. mungkin kalau waktu itu abang lolos, sekarang abang udah pakai topi proyek kerja dilapangan dek. tahu kalian kenapa bang tommy bisa ketemu kalian sekarang yang nakal-nakal ini? jadi waktu itu ada 3 orang dek. abang dengan dua kawan abang lolos test untuk suatu perusahaan dibawa ke jakarta. kalau lolos lagi dek kami kerja untuk perusahaan itu diluar dek. waktu itu abang nga lulus dek. bayangkan dari 3 orang cuma 2 orang yg diambil. padahal testnya cuman tinggal wawancara. abng hitung kawan abang itu ada 45 menit dia ngomong didalam itu. yang wawancara orang kanada dek sama adalagi yg dari perusahaan. dibilangnyalah kan dek "please sit down" kalau itu aja pun siapa pun ngerti. waktu dia tanya "please tell me about your family" apa abng jawab "what mister?" kayak gitu dek, langsung dibilangnya "thankyou". dah. nga pake basa-basi. hilang ilmu teknik kimia yang 4 tahun abang bangun cuma karena "what mister?". makanya kalian.. ini karena abang suka ngutuk-ngutuk durhaka sama guru b. inggris abang dulu waktu sma dek. kalian hargailah guru itu. guru itu mulia loh dek. bang tommy senang kali rasanya walupun kalian nanti kalau udah jadi dokter nga transfer duit untuk abang pun nga apa-apa. yang penting kalian jadi dek..."

wonder if you were him on that situation, what will you feel?

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I Love Acoustic- Sabrina full album. starring covers hit songs such as A Thousand Miles, Way Back Into Love, Perfect-my faves, Irreplaceable, and many. very nicee :)

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ehm im counting to Thursday. what will be in Thursdaay? --' oh. K.Will's new album realesed!! HAHAH. yes and i make it as a present :) hehe becauseeeee Thursday im going seventeeeeen D:
as mostly people i asked some wishlists to my parents. but now im confuse :( BB Gemini or IPod??? hiks i want both bbuut i know they wont make it for me. so i havent decided. i will just wait until they ask it again hehe. and until the THAT DAY, this 2 weeks i've in 'Good Girl Operation' hahahahahahha. being a licker is not always that easy guys


PS: 'Everlasting Sisterhood'