Mastermind
I ♥ Bandung
- I love Bandung, they have good views, with the mountains, hills, and you know what. First I came to here I saw heaven. I'm not liying ;) I set my playlist, sat on the bus, stared outside the window and I saw heaven. Maybe it's my heart seeing.
- I love Bandung, because my dream campus is in Bandung. And everytime I through it my heart beating so fast, feeling very fascinated.
- I love Bandung, especially Dago (where I currently stay), they always raining. I really love rain, and I'm willing to walk through it carrying my umbrella.
- I love Bandung, because the weather suits me who love to drink hot chocolate and hot green tea every afternoon.
- I love Bandung, they have sooooo many great shops, cheap goods, quality best, easy to find. I've become a shopaholic then haha.
- I love Bandung, they have great street musician. The buskers here singing western songs. Not like in Pekanbaru my hometown, they also carrying tambour or violin somehow. Very creative. And. At night especially Saturday night you will find so many people selling fresh flowers. What a sweet.
- I love Bandung, no wonder its named Paris van Java, Paris in Java, the people here is very fashionable. Very inspirated.
- I love Bandung, there still many people are willing to go on foot to everywhere and having a trip with public transportation.
- I love Bandung, what a happy finding there are many Minangese here!
I would like to find another hearts in Bandung. We'll see.
Friendship just like Canvas

One of these days when we'll meet again I will wave my hand, your smiling face will be forever burned in my mind.
"That's it, eh?" was the response on my face, I wonder if I can smile well and convincingly?
Although I still can't hand over the ball with "I love you" written on it,
My heart scatters, tumbles, and tickles.
Even if things can't remain like this, and are drifted away from here on,
It'll never change, it'll never be soiled, our only canvas.
Because I am looking, searching, and walking for the "sorry" uttered in your response.
Although the words "I love you" that were written on the ball are fading,
I have no strength to throw it away nor the will to cast it aside.
Within the passing time, underneath the ever-changing sky,
It'll never be forgotten, it'll never be parted, the bond will surely become stronger.
Scattered easily like the clouds, unreachable like a rainbow,
It'll never return, it'll never be soiled, our blue canvas.
Whether it is love, dream, or the last train, I ran after them in confusion.
When I grasped your hand, you said "it hurts".
Whether it is love, dream, or the last train, they were all alive.
When I saw your eyes, it's true that I'm always speechless.
Even if things can't remain like this, and are drifted away from here on,
It'll never change, it'll never be a lie, the two of us were able to meet now.
As free as a bird, lonesome like the wind,
It'll never return, it'll never be soiled, the tears-covered canvas
Sung by Hirai Ken from Honey and Clover Soundtrack
This has been my long last song
Credits:
http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/h/hirai_ken/#share
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BONAMANA BONAMANA BONAMANA

So here is the Music Video guyysss, we have been waiting for, me, you, us, ELFs, whatever else. Okay I let you know my story, I was on my way heading to Soekarno-Hatta airport, going back to Pekanbaru and I was like AAAAAAAAAAAAAA THE MV HAS OUT AND I CAN'T SEE IT IMMEDIATELY!! And I just knowing the blablablabla by twitter and my firends T.T
And I heard about the sexy moves byyyyy KYUHYUUUUUNNN!!! OMG Kyu did it! He even most at the front and got the dance break part with the dancers (Donghae, Eunhyuk, Shindong, Eeteuk, Sungmin) ohhhhh myyyy SPEECHLESS TO THE MAXXXX!
Well, the most of all is yeah they do black and white again, with the scene set like Sorry Sorry isn't it? I feel very familiar about those all but still, the music concept like waht they told, hindie-ing(?) hahahahahah. It's okay, this is what we all have been waiting for so long and it's worth it!!!! Especially for the Kyu changes. Good boy! <3<3<3<3






When did you start becoming weary of me
What burdens did I give you
To you, no longer say anything
I’ve become unable to ask now
Without the usual grumbling
Still smiling that polite smile
Losing the sadness that passed by your eyes
I’m sorry, it was absentminded stupidity on my part
my love
When I see you with your back turned to me
The time love clearly took
Now I can see it too
Like a time of separation
I saw it coming
I didn’t know you were such a part of me
If I could turn it all back
No, if you would smile for me just once more
By myself, I’m unable to hold your heart
Because of foolish pride, I’m sorry
my love
When I look at how cold you’ve become
The separation spreading in this instance
Now I know there’s nothing to be done
In the name of love
Slowly like changing colors
Love is leaving me
I didn’t know I had it to begin with
Even words of apology
Although I’m as sorry as this
What could a person like me
Say and how could I say it
Like I can’t breathe, I’m dizzy
Inside lost time
Even if I roam quickly
The only thing I could do now
Is that I can’t do anything
When I see you with your back turned to me
The time love clearly took
Now I can see it too
Like a time of separation
I saw it coming
I didn’t know you were such a part of me
credits:
translation by: Cho (also credit: aheeyah.com)
Fuji Instax



First I saw in SHINee Hello Baby, Key used it oh it was very cutee with the instant picture which bordered with stars, then I saw it again in You're Beautiful. Park Shin Hye use it, she brought it everywhere still I can't stand it anymore, papaaaa I want it huhu. The price is quite pretty tho in Indonesia its about Rp 1,2 millons ugh. I have to earn money? haha
Who? Aaaaaaww!

Jang Geun Seok, recently known as Hwang Tae Kyung from You're Beautiful kdrama series. Geez I'm so in love with him. He has a very very great acting. Bbut le me tell you something fool. I didn't recognize him as an actor on Do Re Mi Fa So La Si Do because he was veryy cutee on that movie, yet on You're Beautiful he act as a harm sensitive man aaand his appearance kinda eugh, i think it's too much :( but I still love him. He has a great voice tho' you know. That because he has a great acting so that we really didn't recognize him haha. But I still put Rain in number 1 for korean actor best acting. Beethoven Virus, Baby and Me, Hwang Ji Ni, Lovers in Prague also starred him. Jjang Geun Seok!


MBLAQ's heart alah, Lee Jun is my favourite member in MBLAQ. Since when I like MBLAQ?? Since.. there is K-Pop HA HA HA *dumbfounded. Since I read an article that MBLAQ is Rain's kids, I mean Rain is the mentor of this boyband. It makes me curious and still I'm just in love with them. They are handsome and have awesome dances *you have no idea about Rain ability. And you know whaaat??? Lee Jun acted as Rain's childhood on Ninja Assassin :o
Look at this picture and see the similarity, yeahh. One of the reason why I love him :)
This is my baby with Minho -_- haha Jung Yoogeun. Aaaaaaaaaww how cute he is, right? Since SHINee Hello Baby reality show he has been so popular. You have have have to watch it! Very unstopable and adictable. Well, the show is about SHINee, korean famous boyband invited to Hello Baby, a reality show, and they have to take care of the baby. So many funny things happen since they have to struggle of being a Dad. Must watched!
Charice Pempengco damn amazing!
She has took my eyes on since I saw her in a video do a great duet with Super Junior's Kyuhyun ehm yes. She was about 10 or 11 something age but had a reaaaaally great amazing voice and her duet with Kyuhyun was very attracting. It was A Whole New World btw, click here. Then I saw her again in Oprah Show singing A Note to God. Goosebumpssssssssss!! And more more show she did really make me love her. No words more. Mahal kita!!! ♥
Browse more for Charice Pempengco and be amazed, click here, here and here
SET THE GOAL BABY

High School Never End, but this is really end. My dearer friends for this 3 years, thankyou somuch for being the biggest part of my life. Hundreds of name that I can't spell for each. My teachers, pakde, bude, mojo, bang suhar, bude mie ayam, kak dika, SAINS FOUR, XI IIA 5, XII IIA 3, adek adek kelas, EYES, OSIS, abi :o, aaaaall of you guys, papi ical and of course my Babiiiiess DOZEN you're all the best. Whatever people say ya sayaang let's make circle HAHA.
The only one thing I have to make concern now is my college, no i haven't got college yet. But I will of course, the best where I have to belong in. ITB. or UI or UNPAD ooooorr the lastest UNPAR. You know I really want to be in ITB, FTSL ITB. Amanda Rosetia student of FTSL ITB 2010 wohoooooo amiiin. I'm hoping your pray guys, thankyou. Recently I live in Bandung having a tuition, oh my you have no such an idea about leaving hometown. But I believe, my parents believe, with Allah believeness I can do this. This is my way, my chose, my thought so I have to take all the responsibility. As a young woman it's not as easy as you think, but it's not that bad.
Dear God,
I believe in you, always. Keep me among the good where I should belong, Light me and step with me, Give me and stronger my iman, Open the door to the bright where the key is in your hand yet in my wealthness Amin
What Holiday. duuhh!
as i made that decision then i have to reschedule all the things. i move my class at QR so that i can have the class at GO on Monday and Wednesday then my class at QR on Friday and Saturday so i have about free 3 days (Thank God), but its not that relief. dont think i can 'berleha-leha' because EXAMS IS NEAR BABY. thats it! and i have to apply to 'sana-sini' University hoaahh i never felt kind like this. what a busy. more i still have to prepare the 'yearbook thingy' uh.
so i'd like to share you some of my short holiday photos but sowwy.. you know my fucking Tsel Flash never do well. but that was quite very short! uwaahh i still miss them. seems like still a lot things to do with 'em. its only 5 days :(. we only went shopping to mall and the camera only used on the last day --' hahahah. but 5 days enough to gain weight!!
and let me introduce my likely new friend http://www.roseys.tumblr.com please visit fellas ;;)
i have no idea about HanGeng's SuperJunior is about want to leave :((( God im so like wanna cry.. why??? it was really shocked. i dont know exactly whats the matter but it could be something about contract? whatever it is just please dont go! first Kibum, then Kangin now Geng then who else?? please no! whatever it is whoever it is in SuperJunior i want you all. all 13 SuperJunior :'(
Fight for 5 months ahead!
UAN : 16 Maret
PMBP ITB : 27 Maret
SIMAK UI : 11 April
i have no rest time even for awhileee. wish me luck guyss. im concern and focus to ITB. of course, ITB is my dream Campus. am going to take Environment Engineering major. for other option, could be IT or Interior Design. and if, IF i wont pass those 3 ways, maybe am going to UiTM, Malay. they dont have such many things to tested :). がんばってください!
SEVENTEEN
that was the song from Hil titled Sweet Sixteen (eh?) just change it to Sweet Seventeen haha. because im Indonesian and i'll be always follow Indonesian rules. where Seventeen is the sacred one, not Sixteen.
so on November 5th '09 ago (so long rite?-im too busy sowwy), i really didnt feel any surprise yet blue feeling guys. im still happy :). but really didnt realized about my friends "project".
so i went home with dodok because my mom couldnt pick me up. i went home with yana and dodok. but first we went to dodok's home first because somewhat bussiness. yana told that she wanted to eat satay which is nearby Aryaduta Hotel and after that dodok will sent me QR. until this i still diidnt realized anything. it was quite took a long time in dodok's car because i still had to wait for my mom to change my bag and shoes for QR. after that and we still eat suddenly dodok said that her mom wanted her to go back home earlier. and while that yana received a phone from eky????? i think its wierd. but i still didnt smell any 'surprise'. then rapidly me and yana ate our food because dodok said her mom had got angry. (its not weird hehe)
not too far from the satay place dodok asked if we saw her towel or not but we said that we didnt see any towel she brought from home. and suddenly she turn right the way to checked if her towel had left at the satay place and... 'Happy Birthday mandaaa...'
omonaaa mira, dewi, ila, rya, dije, tissa had stood right in front of the way at the circle of the sreet, so directly i can see them sing for me while i turn around the circle. but i couldnt hear them. then i got from the car and did the birthday ritual. -but i feel something lost- i wished, i prayed, i blew the candle, i hugged them, i kissed them and suddenly.. rain.
we rapidly got in the car and moved to another side. i saw adun's car..ehm. i know it will be happened. he brought another cake and again i wished, i prayed, i blew the candle, and i gave the first piece cake to rya my boyfie and to my ladies then the last to adun haha. because of rain couldnt compromise again, we got home earlier. even we still could enjoy that :)
oh ya! you know what i got from adun and ryaaa?? tadaaaaa...!!
how cutee rite. so now i have three kids. oppa(mylittleshawtyteddyberry), kaweek, and princess rya.
and at night me and my family had dinner at Enoki-Jatra Hotel. a Japanese restaurant and for the first time for my bros to eat sushi ahahah. they wass.. eewww! hahaha. because they werent satisfy of the japanese food, we continued to mie tek tek -,-
ok and that was my story guys, i had sooooooo many greets from friends from FB, twitter, and text message by phone until i couldnt reply it one by one. but i was sooooo thankful to all of my friend. ive seventeen. and i know the point is you are getting closer and closer to the end, to the dream you hope, to what you wanna be, to your future life. do ive to prepare it all. ive to be ready for somewhere i have to be strong for any conscecuency..
PS: and the hardest conscecuency is.. losing
holaaaaback
have you seen my header?? how how? hehe its made by me, fiki, and eri. yeah because im little blind about photoshop so that i asked them to help me ;). it was such a great time we had.. about 3 hours?! only for header like that?! eh because i have to download more brushes and fonts and the server connection takin a long time and we did it while studying time hehe.
so since it has been a long time. then i even havnt told you that i did a phsycho test for university majority. the result was..
3. Akuntan Perbankan
.. and was kyaaaaa!! teknik lingkungan teknik lingkungan!! HAHA i really want to go to that major! but wait, where those two silly things came?? for the options i wrote Kedokteran Gigi, Teknik Lingkungan, and Psikologi. then on the result they gave me advice that i better go to literature and accounting??? ok for literature but accounting?? i do hate math so much more economics! how come. after i got the result (Friday) my teacher told us that we'll get the interview section. then i got the chance on that day. the doctor said that im necessary for clericles, it means im good at working as staffs, teller, like that. or i can take IT, its also good for me.
then after i had a long chat (i ask as many as im curious about), i know that she;s right at all about me. my careless is my weakness so that i cant be a doctor or any duties related to human services. i have to increase my work again if i really have want to be in ITB. hm seems it would be much more harder (?)
of course ive told this to my parents and they agree about it. they really let me choose what i want. it all depends on me. they not seduce me to be a doctor again (because i dont want to). so they gave me some options. include study IT in malay --' ..or UR.
then guys i have something that is a story from my tuition teacher. called him bang tommy. he's my mathematic teacher. ..on monday, yes its monday. he told us a story about hislife and it was very touching and motivate me. its not something we have to cry or pity on him but listen up. (he's batak)
"bang tommy lulusan Teknik Kimia dek. kalau bang tommy waktu itu lolos, abang nga akan ketemu kalian. mungkin kalau waktu itu abang lolos, sekarang abang udah pakai topi proyek kerja dilapangan dek. tahu kalian kenapa bang tommy bisa ketemu kalian sekarang yang nakal-nakal ini? jadi waktu itu ada 3 orang dek. abang dengan dua kawan abang lolos test untuk suatu perusahaan dibawa ke jakarta. kalau lolos lagi dek kami kerja untuk perusahaan itu diluar dek. waktu itu abang nga lulus dek. bayangkan dari 3 orang cuma 2 orang yg diambil. padahal testnya cuman tinggal wawancara. abng hitung kawan abang itu ada 45 menit dia ngomong didalam itu. yang wawancara orang kanada dek sama adalagi yg dari perusahaan. dibilangnyalah kan dek "please sit down" kalau itu aja pun siapa pun ngerti. waktu dia tanya "please tell me about your family" apa abng jawab "what mister?" kayak gitu dek, langsung dibilangnya "thankyou". dah. nga pake basa-basi. hilang ilmu teknik kimia yang 4 tahun abang bangun cuma karena "what mister?". makanya kalian.. ini karena abang suka ngutuk-ngutuk durhaka sama guru b. inggris abang dulu waktu sma dek. kalian hargailah guru itu. guru itu mulia loh dek. bang tommy senang kali rasanya walupun kalian nanti kalau udah jadi dokter nga transfer duit untuk abang pun nga apa-apa. yang penting kalian jadi dek..."
wonder if you were him on that situation, what will you feel?
i recommend you this,
I Love Acoustic- Sabrina full album. starring covers hit songs such as A Thousand Miles, Way Back Into Love, Perfect-my faves, Irreplaceable, and many. very nicee :)ehm im counting to Thursday. what will be in Thursdaay? --' oh. K.Will's new album realesed!! HAHAH. yes and i make it as a present :) hehe becauseeeee Thursday im going seventeeeeen D:
as mostly people i asked some wishlists to my parents. but now im confuse :( BB Gemini or IPod??? hiks i want both bbuut i know they wont make it for me. so i havent decided. i will just wait until they ask it again hehe. and until the THAT DAY, this 2 weeks i've in 'Good Girl Operation' hahahahahahha. being a licker is not always that easy guys
PS: 'Everlasting Sisterhood'
apologize
im so sorry for letting you alone for these days because im sooooo faking busy with midtests, unstoppable tuition, and my lappie.. hiks my lappie had broken a while. but its fine now :). do you forgive me?
-yourcarelessauthors-
dear authors,
because im not alive, i have no temptation or even rights to fired you as my authors then i forgive you :)
-yourloyalblog-
dear my loyal blog,
thankyouuuuu so so so much. i promise i'll write again asap (smooches)!
-kisskisshugsss-
dear authors,
im waiting.. -,-#
Story Behind the Picture
this is my pahbo dongseng (dumby young brother) ahhahaha. this picture taken on Monday 28th September at Red Bean resto after school. i just had known that he cant eat spicy!!!!! UWAHAHAHAHAHAHHA so i challenge him to eat his bihun with more spice aaaand see the expression???
meet the MEDY. i was very envy with him, everyone well. he had a chance to go to Japan by student exchange program from Jenesys, huhu. i was included too but in different way, and the result is im not one of 11 students of 189 students from among Indonesia.. pity. but its ok then i had a very fascinating experience. so whats the story? the umbrella!! see the umbrella was so cute ritee omo.. but it wasnt bought at Japan. available at ciputra hehe
SuperJunior live in Pekanbaru!!!! OMO.kerum aniyaaa. definetely impossible! its just a poster made by mia for ICT assignment. what a dream hahahhaha
and this is my group ICT assignment project! :) actually this project only made by ela herself (kamsahamnida!!!!) KEWL rite???had a nice day wif My Boyfie

so now you realized that its not my real Boyfie. shes my bestthemosttothemaxfriend ever :). dari kelas 2 smp ampe sekarang. like usual bestthemosttothemaxfriend ever, nga mungkin mulus-mulus aja (lain kali deh ceritanya). but we really enjoy and respect each other. after that we saw matahari sale some cheapy doll. remember when we were hang out together too, and i said to her wanna buy some doll (not an ordinary doll) and we also bought at Matahari Dept. Store when its discount. wanna know why its not an ordinary doll? hehe well, jadi dulu tuh aku baca artikel dimajalah dan bilang kalo salah satu cara memuluskan jalan percintaan adalah dengan mengoleksi barang-barang yang ada bentuk atau gambar hatinya atau yang berwarna pink atau merah gitu. aaand i was desperately (nga juga sih) j o m b l o ehm sekitaaar berapa bulan gitu deh nga lama juga. but i wanna try it. so i bought a doll with a heart shape in its hand and the heart shape sounding "i love you" if you push it. and a red heart photoframe with a doll besides. aaand it happen again. not for me. forr yes My Boyfie ini. hihidia udah keburu desperate karena udah 15 tahun pure single woot. udah dipilihin teddy besr yang bagus dia malah milih si burung ijo. karenaaaa haha ada storynyaa (ssssttttt). kalo ngomongin burung sekarang jadi sensitif deeh aah. and for me i found a little shawty teddy bearyy teehee. when i first saw you in her big hand, i pity on you because youre too little to held by her, so i decided to come to you, rescue you, and caring you.. gyahahhahaha. matanya ilang satu loh. makanya aku jadi tambah kasihan sama dia karena pasti nga ada yang mau beli, jadi aku pelihara aja :)
ennexx kita pergi ke Mal SKA buat beli froyo J.Co haha jauh yaaa :) tapi worth it bgtt. toppingnya orange, strawberry, ama peach hoaaaaaaa want more want more want moreeeee. lagi ngantri trus ditelepon mama brb pulang karena langit gelap hujan lebat takut kenapa-napa lagipun musti nganter rya pulang ke rumbai city jadinya makan froyonya dijalan deh padahal mash pengan chit chat ama foto-foto but it was ok then. im happy :>
PS: tadi ketemu.. ehm you know lhaa aah
Song of the Week
i currently listen to this song.
Love is A Punishment-K.Will Ost. Shining Inheritance.
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