it has been almost one month?! omooo and tomorrow is ied?? omooooo and what a shocked that i have soo much assignments?? MY GOOOODD!! i just have known from ei. she asked me about.. what? nihongo? pkn? math? clearing? wth. and suddenly i was just become more shock that next friday me and my family will have a trip to bukittinggi, and will comeback home sunday night?? fine.
ok, so yesterday i was just calling out some of my friends to ask about the assignments. about nihongo, we were asked for make an essay about hobby, like and dislike, and compared. well, i think it's not too hard ;). then about pkn, we were asked for make a concept map about government system. it's gonna be a long journey (huh) in case i really hate this subject. and the last, oh, math, fine. (i dont wanna talk about it) x'(
so guys, tomorrow is ied. i mean lebaran (what should we call it in en?). whatever, this year fasting month i even still cant do it even better from last year. for almost one month i only went three times for taraweh, and never took subuh at mosque (sooooo sigh). and also my salat still not full :(, i still often gossiping about my friends, people, and anything in fasting month, still cant help about envying people and so many things. those all little things are not little thing actually. its a big deal! oh i can do it again next year. nooooo! who can guarantee you will still alive next year? who can guarantee you will still feel ramadhan next year? :( why regretness always come late? i feel so desperate whenever think about this. but only Allah knows. Allah knows that i always try to fight all syaithon in mine, Allah knows that i still remember what i have to do and donts, Allah knows that i have a strong-will to face all of my hope, Allah knows that i really love, Allah knows that im a good girl ;). one thing in mylife that i always believe that, when youre in trouble, that is Allah near you, Allah still love and remember you.
and you have know that the truly fasting month is the eleven months after this.
so let be an optimistic and postive thinker people! and reflect yours.
have you prepare all the things for tomorrow??? ive doone! :). so be good and bring the positive energy to celebrate lebaran ;D
HAPPY AIDIL FITRY♥
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