semenjak saya menekadkan diri untuk mengikuti les intensif PMBP-ITB di GO, i know i made a great decision but hey! when is the holiday, dude?! Geezz..!! then i have (really) to say thankyou so much that my cousin from Malay came a week ago for holiday so i had a reason to missed my first and second class hehe.
as i made that decision then i have to reschedule all the things. i move my class at QR so that i can have the class at GO on Monday and Wednesday then my class at QR on Friday and Saturday so i have about free 3 days (Thank God), but its not that relief. dont think i can 'berleha-leha' because EXAMS IS NEAR BABY. thats it! and i have to apply to 'sana-sini' University hoaahh i never felt kind like this. what a busy. more i still have to prepare the 'yearbook thingy' uh.
so i'd like to share you some of my short holiday photos but sowwy.. you know my fucking Tsel Flash never do well. but that was quite very short! uwaahh i still miss them. seems like still a lot things to do with 'em. its only 5 days :(. we only went shopping to mall and the camera only used on the last day --' hahahah. but 5 days enough to gain weight!!
and let me introduce my likely new friend http://www.roseys.tumblr.com please visit fellas ;;)
i have no idea about HanGeng's SuperJunior is about want to leave :((( God im so like wanna cry.. why??? it was really shocked. i dont know exactly whats the matter but it could be something about contract? whatever it is just please dont go! first Kibum, then Kangin now Geng then who else?? please no! whatever it is whoever it is in SuperJunior i want you all. all 13 SuperJunior :'(
Fight for 5 months ahead!
PBS UGM : 21 Februari
UAN : 16 Maret
PMBP ITB : 27 Maret
SIMAK UI : 11 April
UAN : 16 Maret
PMBP ITB : 27 Maret
SIMAK UI : 11 April
i have no rest time even for awhileee. wish me luck guyss. im concern and focus to ITB. of course, ITB is my dream Campus. am going to take Environment Engineering major. for other option, could be IT or Interior Design. and if, IF i wont pass those 3 ways, maybe am going to UiTM, Malay. they dont have such many things to tested :). がんばってください！
SEVENTEEN
'today im gonna run away, and feel the sun troughout my hair. finally feel the really who i wanna be, who that is i dont really care..' -Hillary Duff
that was the song from Hil titled Sweet Sixteen (eh?) just change it to Sweet Seventeen haha. because im Indonesian and i'll be always follow Indonesian rules. where Seventeen is the sacred one, not Sixteen.
so on November 5th '09 ago (so long rite?-im too busy sowwy), i really didnt feel any surprise yet blue feeling guys. im still happy :). but really didnt realized about my friends "project".
so i went home with dodok because my mom couldnt pick me up. i went home with yana and dodok. but first we went to dodok's home first because somewhat bussiness. yana told that she wanted to eat satay which is nearby Aryaduta Hotel and after that dodok will sent me QR. until this i still diidnt realized anything. it was quite took a long time in dodok's car because i still had to wait for my mom to change my bag and shoes for QR. after that and we still eat suddenly dodok said that her mom wanted her to go back home earlier. and while that yana received a phone from eky????? i think its wierd. but i still didnt smell any 'surprise'. then rapidly me and yana ate our food because dodok said her mom had got angry. (its not weird hehe)
not too far from the satay place dodok asked if we saw her towel or not but we said that we didnt see any towel she brought from home. and suddenly she turn right the way to checked if her towel had left at the satay place and... 'Happy Birthday mandaaa...'
omonaaa mira, dewi, ila, rya, dije, tissa had stood right in front of the way at the circle of the sreet, so directly i can see them sing for me while i turn around the circle. but i couldnt hear them. then i got from the car and did the birthday ritual. -but i feel something lost- i wished, i prayed, i blew the candle, i hugged them, i kissed them and suddenly.. rain.
we rapidly got in the car and moved to another side. i saw adun's car..ehm. i know it will be happened. he brought another cake and again i wished, i prayed, i blew the candle, and i gave the first piece cake to rya my boyfie and to my ladies then the last to adun haha. because of rain couldnt compromise again, we got home earlier. even we still could enjoy that :)
oh ya! you know what i got from adun and ryaaa?? tadaaaaa...!!
how cutee rite. so now i have three kids. oppa(mylittleshawtyteddyberry), kaweek, and princess rya.
and at night me and my family had dinner at Enoki-Jatra Hotel. a Japanese restaurant and for the first time for my bros to eat sushi ahahah. they wass.. eewww! hahaha. because they werent satisfy of the japanese food, we continued to mie tek tek -,-
ok and that was my story guys, i had sooooooo many greets from friends from FB, twitter, and text message by phone until i couldnt reply it one by one. but i was sooooo thankful to all of my friend. ive seventeen. and i know the point is you are getting closer and closer to the end, to the dream you hope, to what you wanna be, to your future life. do ive to prepare it all. ive to be ready for somewhere i have to be strong for any conscecuency..
PS: and the hardest conscecuency is.. losing
that was the song from Hil titled Sweet Sixteen (eh?) just change it to Sweet Seventeen haha. because im Indonesian and i'll be always follow Indonesian rules. where Seventeen is the sacred one, not Sixteen.
so on November 5th '09 ago (so long rite?-im too busy sowwy), i really didnt feel any surprise yet blue feeling guys. im still happy :). but really didnt realized about my friends "project".
so i went home with dodok because my mom couldnt pick me up. i went home with yana and dodok. but first we went to dodok's home first because somewhat bussiness. yana told that she wanted to eat satay which is nearby Aryaduta Hotel and after that dodok will sent me QR. until this i still diidnt realized anything. it was quite took a long time in dodok's car because i still had to wait for my mom to change my bag and shoes for QR. after that and we still eat suddenly dodok said that her mom wanted her to go back home earlier. and while that yana received a phone from eky????? i think its wierd. but i still didnt smell any 'surprise'. then rapidly me and yana ate our food because dodok said her mom had got angry. (its not weird hehe)
not too far from the satay place dodok asked if we saw her towel or not but we said that we didnt see any towel she brought from home. and suddenly she turn right the way to checked if her towel had left at the satay place and... 'Happy Birthday mandaaa...'
omonaaa mira, dewi, ila, rya, dije, tissa had stood right in front of the way at the circle of the sreet, so directly i can see them sing for me while i turn around the circle. but i couldnt hear them. then i got from the car and did the birthday ritual. -but i feel something lost- i wished, i prayed, i blew the candle, i hugged them, i kissed them and suddenly.. rain.
we rapidly got in the car and moved to another side. i saw adun's car..ehm. i know it will be happened. he brought another cake and again i wished, i prayed, i blew the candle, and i gave the first piece cake to rya my boyfie and to my ladies then the last to adun haha. because of rain couldnt compromise again, we got home earlier. even we still could enjoy that :)
oh ya! you know what i got from adun and ryaaa?? tadaaaaa...!!
and at night me and my family had dinner at Enoki-Jatra Hotel. a Japanese restaurant and for the first time for my bros to eat sushi ahahah. they wass.. eewww! hahaha. because they werent satisfy of the japanese food, we continued to mie tek tek -,-
ok and that was my story guys, i had sooooooo many greets from friends from FB, twitter, and text message by phone until i couldnt reply it one by one. but i was sooooo thankful to all of my friend. ive seventeen. and i know the point is you are getting closer and closer to the end, to the dream you hope, to what you wanna be, to your future life. do ive to prepare it all. ive to be ready for somewhere i have to be strong for any conscecuency..
PS: and the hardest conscecuency is.. losing
holaaaaback
aigoo~~ it has been so llloooooonngggg time yah. well, i have so much stories to giggs.
have you seen my header?? how how? hehe its made by me, fiki, and eri. yeah because im little blind about photoshop so that i asked them to help me ;). it was such a great time we had.. about 3 hours?! only for header like that?! eh because i have to download more brushes and fonts and the server connection takin a long time and we did it while studying time hehe.
so since it has been a long time. then i even havnt told you that i did a phsycho test for university majority. the result was..
.. and was kyaaaaa!! teknik lingkungan teknik lingkungan!! HAHA i really want to go to that major! but wait, where those two silly things came?? for the options i wrote Kedokteran Gigi, Teknik Lingkungan, and Psikologi. then on the result they gave me advice that i better go to literature and accounting??? ok for literature but accounting?? i do hate math so much more economics! how come. after i got the result (Friday) my teacher told us that we'll get the interview section. then i got the chance on that day. the doctor said that im necessary for clericles, it means im good at working as staffs, teller, like that. or i can take IT, its also good for me.
then after i had a long chat (i ask as many as im curious about), i know that she;s right at all about me. my careless is my weakness so that i cant be a doctor or any duties related to human services. i have to increase my work again if i really have want to be in ITB. hm seems it would be much more harder (?)
of course ive told this to my parents and they agree about it. they really let me choose what i want. it all depends on me. they not seduce me to be a doctor again (because i dont want to). so they gave me some options. include study IT in malay --' ..or UR.
then guys i have something that is a story from my tuition teacher. called him bang tommy. he's my mathematic teacher. ..on monday, yes its monday. he told us a story about hislife and it was very touching and motivate me. its not something we have to cry or pity on him but listen up. (he's batak)
"bang tommy lulusan Teknik Kimia dek. kalau bang tommy waktu itu lolos, abang nga akan ketemu kalian. mungkin kalau waktu itu abang lolos, sekarang abang udah pakai topi proyek kerja dilapangan dek. tahu kalian kenapa bang tommy bisa ketemu kalian sekarang yang nakal-nakal ini? jadi waktu itu ada 3 orang dek. abang dengan dua kawan abang lolos test untuk suatu perusahaan dibawa ke jakarta. kalau lolos lagi dek kami kerja untuk perusahaan itu diluar dek. waktu itu abang nga lulus dek. bayangkan dari 3 orang cuma 2 orang yg diambil. padahal testnya cuman tinggal wawancara. abng hitung kawan abang itu ada 45 menit dia ngomong didalam itu. yang wawancara orang kanada dek sama adalagi yg dari perusahaan. dibilangnyalah kan dek "please sit down" kalau itu aja pun siapa pun ngerti. waktu dia tanya "please tell me about your family" apa abng jawab "what mister?" kayak gitu dek, langsung dibilangnya "thankyou". dah. nga pake basa-basi. hilang ilmu teknik kimia yang 4 tahun abang bangun cuma karena "what mister?". makanya kalian.. ini karena abang suka ngutuk-ngutuk durhaka sama guru b. inggris abang dulu waktu sma dek. kalian hargailah guru itu. guru itu mulia loh dek. bang tommy senang kali rasanya walupun kalian nanti kalau udah jadi dokter nga transfer duit untuk abang pun nga apa-apa. yang penting kalian jadi dek..."
wonder if you were him on that situation, what will you feel?
i recommend you this,
I Love Acoustic- Sabrina full album. starring covers hit songs such as A Thousand Miles, Way Back Into Love, Perfect-my faves, Irreplaceable, and many. very nicee :)
ehm im counting to Thursday. what will be in Thursdaay? --' oh. K.Will's new album realesed!! HAHAH. yes and i make it as a present :) hehe becauseeeee Thursday im going seventeeeeen D:
as mostly people i asked some wishlists to my parents. but now im confuse :( BB Gemini or IPod??? hiks i want both bbuut i know they wont make it for me. so i havent decided. i will just wait until they ask it again hehe. and until the THAT DAY, this 2 weeks i've in 'Good Girl Operation' hahahahahahha. being a licker is not always that easy guys
PS: 'Everlasting Sisterhood'
have you seen my header?? how how? hehe its made by me, fiki, and eri. yeah because im little blind about photoshop so that i asked them to help me ;). it was such a great time we had.. about 3 hours?! only for header like that?! eh because i have to download more brushes and fonts and the server connection takin a long time and we did it while studying time hehe.
so since it has been a long time. then i even havnt told you that i did a phsycho test for university majority. the result was..
1. Sastra Inggris (Bahasa Asing) 2. Teknik Lingkungan
3. Akuntan Perbankan
3. Akuntan Perbankan
.. and was kyaaaaa!! teknik lingkungan teknik lingkungan!! HAHA i really want to go to that major! but wait, where those two silly things came?? for the options i wrote Kedokteran Gigi, Teknik Lingkungan, and Psikologi. then on the result they gave me advice that i better go to literature and accounting??? ok for literature but accounting?? i do hate math so much more economics! how come. after i got the result (Friday) my teacher told us that we'll get the interview section. then i got the chance on that day. the doctor said that im necessary for clericles, it means im good at working as staffs, teller, like that. or i can take IT, its also good for me.
then after i had a long chat (i ask as many as im curious about), i know that she;s right at all about me. my careless is my weakness so that i cant be a doctor or any duties related to human services. i have to increase my work again if i really have want to be in ITB. hm seems it would be much more harder (?)
of course ive told this to my parents and they agree about it. they really let me choose what i want. it all depends on me. they not seduce me to be a doctor again (because i dont want to). so they gave me some options. include study IT in malay --' ..or UR.
then guys i have something that is a story from my tuition teacher. called him bang tommy. he's my mathematic teacher. ..on monday, yes its monday. he told us a story about hislife and it was very touching and motivate me. its not something we have to cry or pity on him but listen up. (he's batak)
"bang tommy lulusan Teknik Kimia dek. kalau bang tommy waktu itu lolos, abang nga akan ketemu kalian. mungkin kalau waktu itu abang lolos, sekarang abang udah pakai topi proyek kerja dilapangan dek. tahu kalian kenapa bang tommy bisa ketemu kalian sekarang yang nakal-nakal ini? jadi waktu itu ada 3 orang dek. abang dengan dua kawan abang lolos test untuk suatu perusahaan dibawa ke jakarta. kalau lolos lagi dek kami kerja untuk perusahaan itu diluar dek. waktu itu abang nga lulus dek. bayangkan dari 3 orang cuma 2 orang yg diambil. padahal testnya cuman tinggal wawancara. abng hitung kawan abang itu ada 45 menit dia ngomong didalam itu. yang wawancara orang kanada dek sama adalagi yg dari perusahaan. dibilangnyalah kan dek "please sit down" kalau itu aja pun siapa pun ngerti. waktu dia tanya "please tell me about your family" apa abng jawab "what mister?" kayak gitu dek, langsung dibilangnya "thankyou". dah. nga pake basa-basi. hilang ilmu teknik kimia yang 4 tahun abang bangun cuma karena "what mister?". makanya kalian.. ini karena abang suka ngutuk-ngutuk durhaka sama guru b. inggris abang dulu waktu sma dek. kalian hargailah guru itu. guru itu mulia loh dek. bang tommy senang kali rasanya walupun kalian nanti kalau udah jadi dokter nga transfer duit untuk abang pun nga apa-apa. yang penting kalian jadi dek..."
wonder if you were him on that situation, what will you feel?
................................................................................................................................................................
i recommend you this,
I Love Acoustic- Sabrina full album. starring covers hit songs such as A Thousand Miles, Way Back Into Love, Perfect-my faves, Irreplaceable, and many. very nicee :)........................................................................................................................................................
ehm im counting to Thursday. what will be in Thursdaay? --' oh. K.Will's new album realesed!! HAHAH. yes and i make it as a present :) hehe becauseeeee Thursday im going seventeeeeen D:
as mostly people i asked some wishlists to my parents. but now im confuse :( BB Gemini or IPod??? hiks i want both bbuut i know they wont make it for me. so i havent decided. i will just wait until they ask it again hehe. and until the THAT DAY, this 2 weeks i've in 'Good Girl Operation' hahahahahahha. being a licker is not always that easy guys
PS: 'Everlasting Sisterhood'
apologize
dear my blog,
im so sorry for letting you alone for these days because im sooooo faking busy with midtests, unstoppable tuition, and my lappie.. hiks my lappie had broken a while. but its fine now :). do you forgive me?
-yourcarelessauthors-
dear authors,
because im not alive, i have no temptation or even rights to fired you as my authors then i forgive you :)
-yourloyalblog-
dear my loyal blog,
thankyouuuuu so so so much. i promise i'll write again asap (smooches)!
-kisskisshugsss-
dear authors,
im waiting.. -,-#
im so sorry for letting you alone for these days because im sooooo faking busy with midtests, unstoppable tuition, and my lappie.. hiks my lappie had broken a while. but its fine now :). do you forgive me?
-yourcarelessauthors-
dear authors,
because im not alive, i have no temptation or even rights to fired you as my authors then i forgive you :)
-yourloyalblog-
dear my loyal blog,
thankyouuuuu so so so much. i promise i'll write again asap (smooches)!
-kisskisshugsss-
dear authors,
im waiting.. -,-#
Story Behind the Picture
this is my pahbo dongseng (dumby young brother) ahhahaha. this picture taken on Monday 28th September at Red Bean resto after school. i just had known that he cant eat spicy!!!!! UWAHAHAHAHAHAHHA so i challenge him to eat his bihun with more spice aaaand see the expression???
meet the MEDY. i was very envy with him, everyone well. he had a chance to go to Japan by student exchange program from Jenesys, huhu. i was included too but in different way, and the result is im not one of 11 students of 189 students from among Indonesia.. pity. but its ok then i had a very fascinating experience. so whats the story? the umbrella!! see the umbrella was so cute ritee omo.. but it wasnt bought at Japan. available at ciputra hehe
SuperJunior live in Pekanbaru!!!! OMO.kerum aniyaaa. definetely impossible! its just a poster made by mia for ICT assignment. what a dream hahahhaha
and this is my group ICT assignment project! :) actually this project only made by ela herself (kamsahamnida!!!!) KEWL rite???had a nice day wif My Boyfie
this afternoon i hang out with My Boyfie :> so (pake indo aja ya lagi males hehe) tadi janjian jam stengah duaan sih tapi biasa laaaah hehe akunya yang suka lelet dan ketemu disana baru jam 2 lewatan,. tadinya mau ngajakin sikembar soalnyaaa mama nyuruh aku jaga adek dirumah karna mama mau kondangan, akunya mau keluar gimana dong.. jadi aku ajak sikembar. eeh waktu udah mau pwrgi malah mama bilang sikembar ikut mama aja -,- yaaudah sia-sia deh nungguin mereka. we didnt a lot things sih, photobox, hunting barang murah, muter-muter gitu doang. but mungkin karena udah lama deh ya jadinya berasa seneng bangett hehe. tadi kita photobox sessionnya 2x. ehe.
so now you realized that its not my real Boyfie. shes my bestthemosttothemaxfriend ever :). dari kelas 2 smp ampe sekarang. like usual bestthemosttothemaxfriend ever, nga mungkin mulus-mulus aja (lain kali deh ceritanya). but we really enjoy and respect each other. after that we saw matahari sale some cheapy doll. remember when we were hang out together too, and i said to her wanna buy some doll (not an ordinary doll) and we also bought at Matahari Dept. Store when its discount. wanna know why its not an ordinary doll? hehe well, jadi dulu tuh aku baca artikel dimajalah dan bilang kalo salah satu cara memuluskan jalan percintaan adalah dengan mengoleksi barang-barang yang ada bentuk atau gambar hatinya atau yang berwarna pink atau merah gitu. aaand i was desperately (nga juga sih) j o m b l o ehm sekitaaar berapa bulan gitu deh nga lama juga. but i wanna try it. so i bought a doll with a heart shape in its hand and the heart shape sounding "i love you" if you push it. and a red heart photoframe with a doll besides. aaand it happen again. not for me. forr yes My Boyfie ini. hihidia udah keburu desperate karena udah 15 tahun pure single woot. udah dipilihin teddy besr yang bagus dia malah milih si burung ijo. karenaaaa haha ada storynyaa (ssssttttt). kalo ngomongin burung sekarang jadi sensitif deeh aah. and for me i found a little shawty teddy bearyy teehee. when i first saw you in her big hand, i pity on you because youre too little to held by her, so i decided to come to you, rescue you, and caring you.. gyahahhahaha. matanya ilang satu loh. makanya aku jadi tambah kasihan sama dia karena pasti nga ada yang mau beli, jadi aku pelihara aja :)
ennexx kita pergi ke Mal SKA buat beli froyo J.Co haha jauh yaaa :) tapi worth it bgtt. toppingnya orange, strawberry, ama peach hoaaaaaaa want more want more want moreeeee. lagi ngantri trus ditelepon mama brb pulang karena langit gelap hujan lebat takut kenapa-napa lagipun musti nganter rya pulang ke rumbai city jadinya makan froyonya dijalan deh padahal mash pengan chit chat ama foto-foto but it was ok then. im happy :>
PS: tadi ketemu.. ehm you know lhaa aah
so now you realized that its not my real Boyfie. shes my bestthemosttothemaxfriend ever :). dari kelas 2 smp ampe sekarang. like usual bestthemosttothemaxfriend ever, nga mungkin mulus-mulus aja (lain kali deh ceritanya). but we really enjoy and respect each other. after that we saw matahari sale some cheapy doll. remember when we were hang out together too, and i said to her wanna buy some doll (not an ordinary doll) and we also bought at Matahari Dept. Store when its discount. wanna know why its not an ordinary doll? hehe well, jadi dulu tuh aku baca artikel dimajalah dan bilang kalo salah satu cara memuluskan jalan percintaan adalah dengan mengoleksi barang-barang yang ada bentuk atau gambar hatinya atau yang berwarna pink atau merah gitu. aaand i was desperately (nga juga sih) j o m b l o ehm sekitaaar berapa bulan gitu deh nga lama juga. but i wanna try it. so i bought a doll with a heart shape in its hand and the heart shape sounding "i love you" if you push it. and a red heart photoframe with a doll besides. aaand it happen again. not for me. forr yes My Boyfie ini. hihidia udah keburu desperate karena udah 15 tahun pure single woot. udah dipilihin teddy besr yang bagus dia malah milih si burung ijo. karenaaaa haha ada storynyaa (ssssttttt). kalo ngomongin burung sekarang jadi sensitif deeh aah. and for me i found a little shawty teddy bearyy teehee. when i first saw you in her big hand, i pity on you because youre too little to held by her, so i decided to come to you, rescue you, and caring you.. gyahahhahaha. matanya ilang satu loh. makanya aku jadi tambah kasihan sama dia karena pasti nga ada yang mau beli, jadi aku pelihara aja :)
my little shawty teddy beryy teehee
ennexx kita pergi ke Mal SKA buat beli froyo J.Co haha jauh yaaa :) tapi worth it bgtt. toppingnya orange, strawberry, ama peach hoaaaaaaa want more want more want moreeeee. lagi ngantri trus ditelepon mama brb pulang karena langit gelap hujan lebat takut kenapa-napa lagipun musti nganter rya pulang ke rumbai city jadinya makan froyonya dijalan deh padahal mash pengan chit chat ama foto-foto but it was ok then. im happy :>
PS: tadi ketemu.. ehm you know lhaa aah
Song of the Week
i currently listen to this song.
Love is A Punishment-K.Will Ost. Shining Inheritance.
for more click here
BUKITTINGGI
i said that im going to have a trip to Bukittinggi on Friday rite? nop. my father suddenly change his mind and we got the trip exactly on Monday afternoon! well, it's ok then for me, but i was a bit not in mood because of P M S he he. so we went with one car (mine) with 2 big families which each of them have 5 people so 10 people in one car -,-
we went to Bukittinggi first, arrived at my father's village at late nite. so you can see at the picture i've taken in ricefield that is Matur, my father's village. that is sooooo beautiful and nice and free and green and fresh oooh i really can breathe well, not like in pekanbaru. then we went to eat satay :)))) this is what ive been searching for! sate karambia ahhaha, its different from any other satay you know?! very very tasty...
next we went to Bukittinggi, the city of.. well i dont know but there was very crowded, traffic along the road, and so many tourists there. my first purpose is NASI KAPAU hahahhahah yep! nga bakal afdhal kalo nga makan diseneeehh crazzeeehhh gellaak! (?). after lunch bought some dvds and i was really shock! each dvd only cost 6000?? hek. so bought 8 japanese and korean dvds hehe. including Shining Inheritance :)))
ennexx because all of hotel in there are full!, we had a nite at Sulit Air where my cousin place. that was our first time went to Sulit Air and we just trough the shortcut way. what? you even cant imagine how scary it is. theres no live! no lamp no house no water no nothing! forest eveywhere, gersang, jurang curam, astagaaa sooooo scary! but at last we arrive at that place and my first impression was.. hmm nice. there are so much piggy hunter whoot.
then in the mornig we continue the trip trough Batusangkar. at Aripan (not far from Sulit Air) we ate durian :). that was not the most but was very nice juicy and tasty durian. and at Batusangkar we finally found a restaurant which serve Itiak Lado Hijau (bebek ijo). what can i say? i was tearing hahahhahahah.
ooh i really gonna miss those moments. i really enjoy bukittinggi, the people, the food, the air, the view, all of them. i really hope can go back there asap :)
i do remember what he said. eventhough its in front of us, we never can get it. that's what i was going to say to him but im too weak. why? im too weak. i cannot say anything, my most stupid act! my silenceness, not meaning that im cruel rite? am i cruel? now what i have to do? he hates me then. i dont have face to meet him.
i only need he understand what i mean. am i too selfish? that is! im selfish, careless, and stupid! no one cares about me because i even cant appreciate people. and he.. who was very strict about me, now he hates me.
sometimes i think its better if he hates me. i deserve it. he's too nice for me. what does he look after me? what's good in me?
dont you know? you cruel as well. everyone judge me, you always do that to me, it makes me more hurt,
no. you dont know how it feels. if you know, you'll not do that to me. YES. you are the only one who dont know!
nothing else to say, im lose..
i only need he understand what i mean. am i too selfish? that is! im selfish, careless, and stupid! no one cares about me because i even cant appreciate people. and he.. who was very strict about me, now he hates me.
sometimes i think its better if he hates me. i deserve it. he's too nice for me. what does he look after me? what's good in me?
dont you know? you cruel as well. everyone judge me, you always do that to me, it makes me more hurt,
no. you dont know how it feels. if you know, you'll not do that to me. YES. you are the only one who dont know!
nothing else to say, im lose..
esok dah raye
it has been almost one month?! omooo and tomorrow is ied?? omooooo and what a shocked that i have soo much assignments?? MY GOOOODD!! i just have known from ei. she asked me about.. what? nihongo? pkn? math? clearing? wth. and suddenly i was just become more shock that next friday me and my family will have a trip to bukittinggi, and will comeback home sunday night?? fine.
ok, so yesterday i was just calling out some of my friends to ask about the assignments. about nihongo, we were asked for make an essay about hobby, like and dislike, and compared. well, i think it's not too hard ;). then about pkn, we were asked for make a concept map about government system. it's gonna be a long journey (huh) in case i really hate this subject. and the last, oh, math, fine. (i dont wanna talk about it) x'(
so guys, tomorrow is ied. i mean lebaran (what should we call it in en?). whatever, this year fasting month i even still cant do it even better from last year. for almost one month i only went three times for taraweh, and never took subuh at mosque (sooooo sigh). and also my salat still not full :(, i still often gossiping about my friends, people, and anything in fasting month, still cant help about envying people and so many things. those all little things are not little thing actually. its a big deal! oh i can do it again next year. nooooo! who can guarantee you will still alive next year? who can guarantee you will still feel ramadhan next year? :( why regretness always come late? i feel so desperate whenever think about this. but only Allah knows. Allah knows that i always try to fight all syaithon in mine, Allah knows that i still remember what i have to do and donts, Allah knows that i have a strong-will to face all of my hope, Allah knows that i really love, Allah knows that im a good girl ;). one thing in mylife that i always believe that, when youre in trouble, that is Allah near you, Allah still love and remember you.
and you have know that the truly fasting month is the eleven months after this.
so let be an optimistic and postive thinker people! and reflect yours.
have you prepare all the things for tomorrow??? ive doone! :). so be good and bring the positive energy to celebrate lebaran ;D
HAPPY AIDIL FITRY♥
ok, so yesterday i was just calling out some of my friends to ask about the assignments. about nihongo, we were asked for make an essay about hobby, like and dislike, and compared. well, i think it's not too hard ;). then about pkn, we were asked for make a concept map about government system. it's gonna be a long journey (huh) in case i really hate this subject. and the last, oh, math, fine. (i dont wanna talk about it) x'(
so guys, tomorrow is ied. i mean lebaran (what should we call it in en?). whatever, this year fasting month i even still cant do it even better from last year. for almost one month i only went three times for taraweh, and never took subuh at mosque (sooooo sigh). and also my salat still not full :(, i still often gossiping about my friends, people, and anything in fasting month, still cant help about envying people and so many things. those all little things are not little thing actually. its a big deal! oh i can do it again next year. nooooo! who can guarantee you will still alive next year? who can guarantee you will still feel ramadhan next year? :( why regretness always come late? i feel so desperate whenever think about this. but only Allah knows. Allah knows that i always try to fight all syaithon in mine, Allah knows that i still remember what i have to do and donts, Allah knows that i have a strong-will to face all of my hope, Allah knows that i really love, Allah knows that im a good girl ;). one thing in mylife that i always believe that, when youre in trouble, that is Allah near you, Allah still love and remember you.
and you have know that the truly fasting month is the eleven months after this.
so let be an optimistic and postive thinker people! and reflect yours.
have you prepare all the things for tomorrow??? ive doone! :). so be good and bring the positive energy to celebrate lebaran ;D
HAPPY AIDIL FITRY♥
H-7
H-7, before lebaran guys. huuh tidak terasa yaa ;) udah ada yang bolong belom? 4 days peoplee, it's okay i'm woman teeheee. along the holiday i've made up my room, i'd like to show the pic to you but im a little lazy now, nga usah deh ya.
so yesterday my mom told me to clean up all my things at room and said that i'd better throw all the useless things because my room soo messy. but i dont want to. because for me, all the things in my room are useful. and i asked to my father to buy me a book cabinet because it's not enough more for all of my book that's why it's so messy. but my mom said i dont have to, because it would be useless in case i am going to university next year. so that's why yesterday was a very bad mood for me. i need that book cabinet, even if i'll leave this town next year, you wont throw them all away rite? i will not let anyone or anything change my room since i'll leave it. it must be the same as i leave it! so, with heavily hearted i clean up my room, and i decided to change the positions. the bed, cupboard, and the desk. i made it all by myself, so that i'm so tired now. i still wish my mother would change her mind and buy me the book cabinet, buy i dont think so. until she back home from her office and i still with my books, i dont know she just made it all good. so i just well, yeah ok, that's good too, and forget that all :/
ohh lately fasting days sooo hard rite. i wonder something juicy for fasting break today. orange and nutrijell hmmmmm ~~ hahaha. oya lebaran is not complete without the cake! my favourite? nastar of course! the pianeaple pie hmmm, mygeee. and the lontong sayuur, then my mom said this year will be different. on the 2nd day thre'll be roti canai with kari ayam sauce uwaaaahh (stop it! im fasting)
well then guys, prepare your self for lebaran well ya!
so yesterday my mom told me to clean up all my things at room and said that i'd better throw all the useless things because my room soo messy. but i dont want to. because for me, all the things in my room are useful. and i asked to my father to buy me a book cabinet because it's not enough more for all of my book that's why it's so messy. but my mom said i dont have to, because it would be useless in case i am going to university next year. so that's why yesterday was a very bad mood for me. i need that book cabinet, even if i'll leave this town next year, you wont throw them all away rite? i will not let anyone or anything change my room since i'll leave it. it must be the same as i leave it! so, with heavily hearted i clean up my room, and i decided to change the positions. the bed, cupboard, and the desk. i made it all by myself, so that i'm so tired now. i still wish my mother would change her mind and buy me the book cabinet, buy i dont think so. until she back home from her office and i still with my books, i dont know she just made it all good. so i just well, yeah ok, that's good too, and forget that all :/
ohh lately fasting days sooo hard rite. i wonder something juicy for fasting break today. orange and nutrijell hmmmmm ~~ hahaha. oya lebaran is not complete without the cake! my favourite? nastar of course! the pianeaple pie hmmm, mygeee. and the lontong sayuur, then my mom said this year will be different. on the 2nd day thre'll be roti canai with kari ayam sauce uwaaaahh (stop it! im fasting)
well then guys, prepare your self for lebaran well ya!
kyunie :/
uwooooh its my kyuuu :'(. look at his new look, h i s n e w h a i r ~~. you like it? me? nooo :(. i prefer the former style one, longer and messy, not like this! its too shooort :(. kyunie, tell me whos the stylist, let just me mix your style whuahahhaha. but well, yeah, i like this photo a lot! he's still my oppa :*
the 999 :')
uwooooh it has been so loong time im not writing :( do you miss me? hueheuehehe whatever, i miss youuu my blog :**. there's so much stories i wanna tell ya but this damn connection of tsel flash make me crazeehh!
tsel flash in overloaded capacity. i heard from my friend that even in Jogja its not worked. WTF! so haevily hearted i have to be patient and keep my passion to not using it for a while. and not only tsel flash but also As provider, well which mean in one group with tsel. they're over capacity huhu :(
but noow i can use it agaain :)). i can browsing again, facebooking, tweeting from tweetdeck, youtubing, and bloggiiiing :)). so, i decided to be nice with flash in case if it wont work again hehe (i often treat it bad).
so, here i wanna share with ya! it's holidaaaay guuyss =D. long holiday, so i wont let it. i've planned some. reading Breaking Dawn which i borrowed from Tya, continue reading comic Piano Hutan, downloading some Suju subbed, watching some movie and drama, pimping up my room, designing some 'baju lebaran', and sleeeeeeeepp whahahhaha. i dont know why but these days i often felt like migrain, maybe its because less sleep. and i need some recipe how we can trough fasting month without headache guys? my head is so heavy right now, :"(. what were you eating when sahur? taking some pills? uh i hate it.
back to the topic. so i am not going to make my holiday empty, without any'essence'things. i would like to learn more about hangul and japanese (whatever people say) by watching some movies hehe. and also i'll do some secret project with rya my boyfie hihi. you'll know it later ;0
so i have the storryyy guyyss (DUHH!) i dont from where to start this but im sooo (what can i say). ok, it was 999. well, it's not the story about me but i have the story behind 999. my little baby, oh you cant imagine it. wait, no im not pregnant or having babies like that, i mean my friend, my baby, the most little one had grown! i was supposed to be happy but i dont know i just feel like it's hard to see, realized and know that she had grown. she's fallin for a guy. she feels love and she know how to make it with her own way. this's her first time, her new thing in her life and i really hope that that guy can keep her safe, and treat her well, also understand her in and outside. please take full care of her. so, you have to know how it was goin.
this guy, named fiki invited us and some of his friends to Hodess Cafe on September 09 2009. and the girl, named ega of course dont know every planned. so us, ega's friends had to asked ega to go to Hodess with scenario we'll have a dinner there. so we went to Hodess with ega, and arrived there ega just said that she forgot to transfer money and asking wondering why we have to had a dinner there because it's too expensive she tought. but we were just calmed her down and said that it will be okay, we'll treated her. and she just believe it~~
so, i came in first and saw so many friends inside. omg how can ega stand of this situation??! what a perfect moment, cozy gazebo, romantic acoustic, close friends, roses, and of course foods and ice creams~~
so, first ega entered the gazebo and mia gave a rose to ega and followed by ona, oby, eky, and some friends (i forgot) until 7 roses in her hands. so you can imagine rite how's her face? no. i even cant help to see her reaction! astaghfirullah egaa, her face full of questions, no happy shy smile, and just let off the people who starred at her at that place take her own sit. sigh
us only can do our best to support him, and everything at the end only ega have the answer.
so, time passed by, ega just sitting (like usual guest), people busy theirselves, and fiki seems like a stressed prince hahah. ohya the acoustic was doin very good by yon and sony, so i was offer my self to sing a song anf they agree :). i sang Padi-Menanti Sebuah Jawaban (ooh what a song!).
okay it has been taking so long time, where's fiki? where's the ninth rose? where's the shooting? (?) :0. si, fiki had something to tell to me, and i was really mad with him, WTH? i said "Now or never!" and it seems like working ;). then he went to the front and set the 'shooting' time by using a puzzle game. so ega puzzled the puzzle while that fiki searched the lost pieces and acted like he cant find the pieces but gave the ninth rose to ega, (so reality show, sure i was like watching Lemon Tea on SCTV program, heheh). and well, here we go to the max.
fiki: 'aku sayang ega'
(people crowded and yelling)
ega:------------------------
(dije come to ega as the translator)
fiki: 'ega sayang sama aku?'
(people crowded, come closer, and yelling)
ega: 'belum'
(people calming down and silence)
fiki: ----------------------------------------(%^&&$#$%)
(dije talking to ega)
dije: 'kau tadi nanya apa fik?'
(people lemeeeeessssssss!!!)
fiki: 'ega sayang nga sama aku?'
ega: 'sayang'
fiki: 'mau jadi pacar aku?'
ega: (ngangguk)
yes, that was how they doin. and i was just like yeah, welcome to life ega, welcome :'). you know that we love you, we'll do everything for you ega :'). we'll be yourside. for fiki, i'll keep your promise!!
PS: God, i miss him :')
tsel flash in overloaded capacity. i heard from my friend that even in Jogja its not worked. WTF! so haevily hearted i have to be patient and keep my passion to not using it for a while. and not only tsel flash but also As provider, well which mean in one group with tsel. they're over capacity huhu :(
but noow i can use it agaain :)). i can browsing again, facebooking, tweeting from tweetdeck, youtubing, and bloggiiiing :)). so, i decided to be nice with flash in case if it wont work again hehe (i often treat it bad).
so, here i wanna share with ya! it's holidaaaay guuyss =D. long holiday, so i wont let it. i've planned some. reading Breaking Dawn which i borrowed from Tya, continue reading comic Piano Hutan, downloading some Suju subbed, watching some movie and drama, pimping up my room, designing some 'baju lebaran', and sleeeeeeeepp whahahhaha. i dont know why but these days i often felt like migrain, maybe its because less sleep. and i need some recipe how we can trough fasting month without headache guys? my head is so heavy right now, :"(. what were you eating when sahur? taking some pills? uh i hate it.
back to the topic. so i am not going to make my holiday empty, without any'essence'things. i would like to learn more about hangul and japanese (whatever people say) by watching some movies hehe. and also i'll do some secret project with rya my boyfie hihi. you'll know it later ;0
so i have the storryyy guyyss (DUHH!) i dont from where to start this but im sooo (what can i say). ok, it was 999. well, it's not the story about me but i have the story behind 999. my little baby, oh you cant imagine it. wait, no im not pregnant or having babies like that, i mean my friend, my baby, the most little one had grown! i was supposed to be happy but i dont know i just feel like it's hard to see, realized and know that she had grown. she's fallin for a guy. she feels love and she know how to make it with her own way. this's her first time, her new thing in her life and i really hope that that guy can keep her safe, and treat her well, also understand her in and outside. please take full care of her. so, you have to know how it was goin.
this guy, named fiki invited us and some of his friends to Hodess Cafe on September 09 2009. and the girl, named ega of course dont know every planned. so us, ega's friends had to asked ega to go to Hodess with scenario we'll have a dinner there. so we went to Hodess with ega, and arrived there ega just said that she forgot to transfer money and asking wondering why we have to had a dinner there because it's too expensive she tought. but we were just calmed her down and said that it will be okay, we'll treated her. and she just believe it~~
so, i came in first and saw so many friends inside. omg how can ega stand of this situation??! what a perfect moment, cozy gazebo, romantic acoustic, close friends, roses, and of course foods and ice creams~~
so, first ega entered the gazebo and mia gave a rose to ega and followed by ona, oby, eky, and some friends (i forgot) until 7 roses in her hands. so you can imagine rite how's her face? no. i even cant help to see her reaction! astaghfirullah egaa, her face full of questions, no happy shy smile, and just let off the people who starred at her at that place take her own sit. sigh
us only can do our best to support him, and everything at the end only ega have the answer.
so, time passed by, ega just sitting (like usual guest), people busy theirselves, and fiki seems like a stressed prince hahah. ohya the acoustic was doin very good by yon and sony, so i was offer my self to sing a song anf they agree :). i sang Padi-Menanti Sebuah Jawaban (ooh what a song!).
okay it has been taking so long time, where's fiki? where's the ninth rose? where's the shooting? (?) :0. si, fiki had something to tell to me, and i was really mad with him, WTH? i said "Now or never!" and it seems like working ;). then he went to the front and set the 'shooting' time by using a puzzle game. so ega puzzled the puzzle while that fiki searched the lost pieces and acted like he cant find the pieces but gave the ninth rose to ega, (so reality show, sure i was like watching Lemon Tea on SCTV program, heheh). and well, here we go to the max.
fiki: 'aku sayang ega'
(people crowded and yelling)
ega:------------------------
(dije come to ega as the translator)
fiki: 'ega sayang sama aku?'
(people crowded, come closer, and yelling)
ega: 'belum'
(people calming down and silence)
fiki: ----------------------------------------(%^&&$#$%)
(dije talking to ega)
dije: 'kau tadi nanya apa fik?'
(people lemeeeeessssssss!!!)
fiki: 'ega sayang nga sama aku?'
ega: 'sayang'
fiki: 'mau jadi pacar aku?'
ega: (ngangguk)
yes, that was how they doin. and i was just like yeah, welcome to life ega, welcome :'). you know that we love you, we'll do everything for you ega :'). we'll be yourside. for fiki, i'll keep your promise!!
PS: God, i miss him :')
HBD (my) MJ
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Saykoji-Copy My Style
you copy my style
you copy again
apa plagiat di negara lo lagi ngetrend?
ku tetap sabar tetap kau kuanggap friend
but sooner or later i gotta take my stand
udah bolak balik sampe balik kebolak
temen gue sampe keselek pas makan kolak
lagi lagi berulang ulang terus terjadi
tetangga bikin ulah lagi bikin sakit hati
suka ngaku ngaku kagak malu malu
punya indonesia di klaim satu satu
apa memang kalian yang gak mampu mampu
buat budaya sendiri efek gak ampuh ampuh
baca rambu rambu, bangsaku berbudi luhur
tapi usik terus, reputasi mu masuk kubur
jujur gue bangga jujur gue bersyukur
elo ngaku ngaku berarti progress lo mundur
panas ku bertutur kreasi bicara
walau sudah jelas identitas ku dijarah
joe farizal aja bisa minta maap
masa yang lain kagak nyadar kagak tanggap
you copy my style
you copy again
apa plagiat di negara lo lagi ngetrend?
ku tetap sabar tetap kau kuanggap friend
but sooner or later i gotta take my stand
bukan mo sok nasionalis sombong mengangkat alis
bukan mo sok gangster bukan sok sadis
walau lagi ngetop bukan gue sok ngartis
tapi bales pake lagu paling praktis
marah marah di internet, udah pasaran
ngomel ngomel di pasar kagak sabaran
kaya cacing kepanasan jenggot kebakaran
rasanya gatel pengen ngasih tamparan
tapi gue orang nya cinta damai
walau rasanya sulit untuk santai
amunisi di samping nyiur melambai
pakai musik rap ku siap membantai
memang satu rumpun masih sama melayu
tapi melayu saykoji keras dan gak kemayu
selendang rocker ku agak mendayu
tapi coba ajak gue battle rap ayuk!!
you copy my style
you copy again
apa plagiat di negara lo lagi ngetrend?
ku tetap sabar tetap kau kuanggap friend
you copy again
apa plagiat di negara lo lagi ngetrend?
ku tetap sabar tetap kau kuanggap friend
but sooner or later i gotta take my stand
udah bolak balik sampe balik kebolak
temen gue sampe keselek pas makan kolak
lagi lagi berulang ulang terus terjadi
tetangga bikin ulah lagi bikin sakit hati
suka ngaku ngaku kagak malu malu
punya indonesia di klaim satu satu
apa memang kalian yang gak mampu mampu
buat budaya sendiri efek gak ampuh ampuh
baca rambu rambu, bangsaku berbudi luhur
tapi usik terus, reputasi mu masuk kubur
jujur gue bangga jujur gue bersyukur
elo ngaku ngaku berarti progress lo mundur
panas ku bertutur kreasi bicara
walau sudah jelas identitas ku dijarah
joe farizal aja bisa minta maap
masa yang lain kagak nyadar kagak tanggap
you copy my style
you copy again
apa plagiat di negara lo lagi ngetrend?
ku tetap sabar tetap kau kuanggap friend
but sooner or later i gotta take my stand
bukan mo sok nasionalis sombong mengangkat alis
bukan mo sok gangster bukan sok sadis
walau lagi ngetop bukan gue sok ngartis
tapi bales pake lagu paling praktis
marah marah di internet, udah pasaran
ngomel ngomel di pasar kagak sabaran
kaya cacing kepanasan jenggot kebakaran
rasanya gatel pengen ngasih tamparan
tapi gue orang nya cinta damai
walau rasanya sulit untuk santai
amunisi di samping nyiur melambai
pakai musik rap ku siap membantai
memang satu rumpun masih sama melayu
tapi melayu saykoji keras dan gak kemayu
selendang rocker ku agak mendayu
tapi coba ajak gue battle rap ayuk!!
you copy my style
you copy again
apa plagiat di negara lo lagi ngetrend?
ku tetap sabar tetap kau kuanggap friend
but sooner or later i gotta take my stand
pedess ihh, walopun di video dibilang nga mention Malaysia lagsung tapi liat deh lirik yang gue block merah itu masuk bgtt kan. uuh gue males juga sih lama-lama kalo 'punya kita' diambil mulu. tapi gue nga bnci ama Malaysia. Malaysia is my second home, gimanapun juga gue nga naya kalo gue lebih ngerasa nyaman liburan di Malaysia daripada ke kota besar kaya Jakarta, comfort bgtt rasanya disana. Sistemnya rapih bgtt.
wel,, you may hate me or call me a betrayer karena kaya nya baru kemaren gue ngepost betapa cintanya gue ama Indonesia but agaaain guuys GUE NGA BENCI MALAYSIA TAPI MALINGSIA.
and i just heard the news from radio, that they even not angry with this complaint. they still take it as friendly as a good neighbour. well, gimana pun juga kita masih satu rumpun coy tapi jangan keseringan dongg. setahu gue yah bnyak sih pariwisata yang bisa dimanfaatin disana tapi emang nga sebanyak INA dong (GO INA!).
PS: i dont understand either so please dont ask me why must him :')
and i just heard the news from radio, that they even not angry with this complaint. they still take it as friendly as a good neighbour. well, gimana pun juga kita masih satu rumpun coy tapi jangan keseringan dongg. setahu gue yah bnyak sih pariwisata yang bisa dimanfaatin disana tapi emang nga sebanyak INA dong (GO INA!).
PS: i dont understand either so please dont ask me why must him :')
BLAH
uwaaaaaaaaaaaahh gue bbbosenn :(( photobucket lamaaa bgtt loadingnya nga tahu kenapa nga mau ngebuka dari tadi lebih sejaman gue nangkring di depan laptop masiih aja loading BLAH! gue lagi belajar bikin banner guyysss -_____- susyyee HAHA. baru dapet rancangannya aja, ribet ah males gue jadi gue bikin yang simple ajalah hihi. pengennya hari ini ya tapi malah photobucket nga bisa dibuka parah.
eh iyaa hari ini pertama gue puasa loooooh :DD alhasil gue bolong 4 hari deh puasa huhu emang dasar wanita yaa ada aja halangannya. terus tadi buka puasa bareng di Vanhollano ditraktir Ain soalnya dia ulang tahun hari ini. perasaan gue nga enak jujur nga enjoy sih gue, pulang-pulang badan bau asep rokok grrrrrr, pulang langsung online deh gue.
terus juga gue udah pake snaptu sekaraaang HAHA telat bgtt yaa dari kemaren si pengen donlot tapi nga sempet-sempet. baru tadi deh sempetnya abis itu langsung pamer dong tapi dikacangin zzz
eh iya gue mau cerita dong kan hari selasa yah gue EF. jadwal biasanya sih jam 7.30, jadi ya gue bisa nyante abis buka puasa kan. pas otw juga si Eky nelpon nanyain les apa nga, dia juga lagi dijalan sih pokonya nayteeee bener deh, mala ampe rencananya mau nyontek pr dulu. pas nyampe EF, barengan gitu ama Eky, udah sepi aja lantai bawah, trus pas masuk kelas, semua pada ngeliatin, si Brian (guru gue) senyam senyum nga jelas. terus gue lupa deh ya dia ngomong apaan persisnya. intinya gue telat 25 menit! gue nanya ama ka Anggi, emng masuk jam berapa sih? terus dia nyodorin surat edaran isinya perubahan jadwal selama bulan Ramadhan. ternyata masuk jam 7, dan gue telat 25 menit. astagaaa gue beneran nga tahu deh kalo schedulenya berubah. lagi waktu ngebahas grammar focus nih, si Brian tuh puas deh ngejekin gue. dia sengaja nyruh gue buat baca kalimat example 'You should aplologize about being late' (kalo nga slah gitu ye). awalnya gue nga ngeh, oh ternyata itu buat gue ya HAHHAH dasar bule, udah sering bgtt gue kena sindir ama dia, apalagi kalo nga nyatat review.
ada yang bikin gue geli, seneng juga sih (ah lu man). si *ehm* sms gue '10 bulan...:)' hihi nga naya aja gue ternyata uda 3 bulan ngejomblo ckck. bukan apa-apa sih kita berdua juga udah ngerasa lebih nyaman begini masing-masing. maybe with this plot we'll be much mure understand each other
AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH PR MATEMATIKAA!!! FVCK
xoxo,
eh iyaa hari ini pertama gue puasa loooooh :DD alhasil gue bolong 4 hari deh puasa huhu emang dasar wanita yaa ada aja halangannya. terus tadi buka puasa bareng di Vanhollano ditraktir Ain soalnya dia ulang tahun hari ini. perasaan gue nga enak jujur nga enjoy sih gue, pulang-pulang badan bau asep rokok grrrrrr, pulang langsung online deh gue.
terus juga gue udah pake snaptu sekaraaang HAHA telat bgtt yaa dari kemaren si pengen donlot tapi nga sempet-sempet. baru tadi deh sempetnya abis itu langsung pamer dong tapi dikacangin zzz
eh iya gue mau cerita dong kan hari selasa yah gue EF. jadwal biasanya sih jam 7.30, jadi ya gue bisa nyante abis buka puasa kan. pas otw juga si Eky nelpon nanyain les apa nga, dia juga lagi dijalan sih pokonya nayteeee bener deh, mala ampe rencananya mau nyontek pr dulu. pas nyampe EF, barengan gitu ama Eky, udah sepi aja lantai bawah, trus pas masuk kelas, semua pada ngeliatin, si Brian (guru gue) senyam senyum nga jelas. terus gue lupa deh ya dia ngomong apaan persisnya. intinya gue telat 25 menit! gue nanya ama ka Anggi, emng masuk jam berapa sih? terus dia nyodorin surat edaran isinya perubahan jadwal selama bulan Ramadhan. ternyata masuk jam 7, dan gue telat 25 menit. astagaaa gue beneran nga tahu deh kalo schedulenya berubah. lagi waktu ngebahas grammar focus nih, si Brian tuh puas deh ngejekin gue. dia sengaja nyruh gue buat baca kalimat example 'You should aplologize about being late' (kalo nga slah gitu ye). awalnya gue nga ngeh, oh ternyata itu buat gue ya HAHHAH dasar bule, udah sering bgtt gue kena sindir ama dia, apalagi kalo nga nyatat review.
ada yang bikin gue geli, seneng juga sih (ah lu man). si *ehm* sms gue '10 bulan...:)' hihi nga naya aja gue ternyata uda 3 bulan ngejomblo ckck. bukan apa-apa sih kita berdua juga udah ngerasa lebih nyaman begini masing-masing. maybe with this plot we'll be much mure understand each other
AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH PR MATEMATIKAA!!! FVCK
xoxo,
Halal Bihalal ala DOZEN-complete
UNO-ing (kartu gue nga asik bgt yah pantes kalah mulu)
Mickey and Minnie lucu bgt kaan :)
tampang evil semua HAHA
with Vita nyolong camera Yana huehehehhe
with Dodoque (my hand was full of Oreo ugh)
I ♥ my DOZEN so muuuuccch
PS: nga ngerti deh kenapa ya gambarnya jadi pecah gini apa karena di download dari FB gitu? nga pake url soalnya -__-
everything-marhaban ya ramadhan :)
waaah eh eh bukan ada pembagian sembako loh di sekolah gue tapi hari rabu kemaren khusus menyambut bulan Ramadhan sekolahan Halal Bihalalan semua pada mohon maaf lahir bathin ke guru-guru temen-temen, pakde, bude kantin, semuaaahaahahaso guuuuysssss besok udah mulai bulan Ramadhan, ntar malem udah mulai Taraweh, dan besok subuh udah mulai sahur pertama. sediiiiiiihhhhhhh :""""( (kok?) iyaaa soalnya gue lagi *ehm* jadi nga bisa nikmatin puasa hari pertamaaaa. huaaaaahahuahauahuahauahuhuhuuu nga enak banget deh kalo nga dapet puasa pertamaa. ah
eniwei, Minal Aidin Walfaidzin Mohon Maaf Lahir Bathin semuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :**
64th
yeyeyeayy udah 64 tahun yah umur Ibu Pertiwi. the land i called Indonesia, the place where i only can feel of, the named which always take place in my heart, the all of the bestest things in this world I ♥ INDONESIA.
apa yang udah lo lakuin buat INA? nga usah gede-gede deh, nga perlu ampe harus ngeraih medali emas olimpiade blablabla atau ikut perang ini itu. big thing comes from a small thing. walaupun orang nga ngeliat gue tapi gue ngerasa udah ada sumbangsih gue buat INA. cukup dengan lo ngargain sesama orang INA, dan yang lebih mudah lagi as us the students, attended the ceremony is the most important thing. bego banget tuh yang nga dateng upacara tadi-apalagi yang kelas tiga- ini upacara terakhir gan! gue nga tahu deh ya ntar di kampus ada upacaranya apa nga atao cuma BEM doang yang ikutan kalo gitu kan nga semua mahasiswa. well, gue cintaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sayang bngtttttt sama INDONESIA hihi. mesra yaa~
tuh kaan Google aja cinta ama INDONESIA masa kita nga hahahahha
your soul our soul bring us to the everlasting victory, we know how sacrifice you face this world but believe we are the strongest as we are ONE
apa yang udah lo lakuin buat INA? nga usah gede-gede deh, nga perlu ampe harus ngeraih medali emas olimpiade blablabla atau ikut perang ini itu. big thing comes from a small thing. walaupun orang nga ngeliat gue tapi gue ngerasa udah ada sumbangsih gue buat INA. cukup dengan lo ngargain sesama orang INA, dan yang lebih mudah lagi as us the students, attended the ceremony is the most important thing. bego banget tuh yang nga dateng upacara tadi-apalagi yang kelas tiga- ini upacara terakhir gan! gue nga tahu deh ya ntar di kampus ada upacaranya apa nga atao cuma BEM doang yang ikutan kalo gitu kan nga semua mahasiswa. well, gue cintaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sayang bngtttttt sama INDONESIA hihi. mesra yaa~
tuh kaan Google aja cinta ama INDONESIA masa kita nga hahahahhaIndonesian Independence Day
August 17th
August 17th
your soul our soul bring us to the everlasting victory, we know how sacrifice you face this world but believe we are the strongest as we are ONE
TOday
ok hari ini gue bangun pagi :) hahahha soalnya ada jadwal TO Simak UI jam 8 pagi di Gedung Dharma Wanita. agak lazy sih sebenernya tapi itukan penting banget yah walaupun gue nga gitu ngejar UI at least kan UI jadi 2nd option gue jadi harus ikutan nyoba juga. well, gue pikir dengan berlambat-lambat pun bakal bisa nyampe tepat waktu. gue meluncur dari rumah jam 8 kurang 15 kali ya. haha nga tahu diri kan rumah lu jauh nda di desa. terpaksalah gue ngebut. sengaja males bawa mobil soalnya ntar habis TO mau jalan ama anak-anak :)) so papa ikut tadi cuma gue yang nyetir. ok, not bad lah gue nyampe lumayan tepat waktu dan emang aja ternyata belom dimulai juga (dasar khas indonesia). gue langsung ketemu wajah-wajah yang gue kenal. ok, just skip the bla bla blah langsung ke inti. kita semua masuk ke dalam ruangan-gue dapet nomor 0243-nyari tempat. not too bad, tapi kiri kanan gue nga ada yang gue kenal. terus yaah pengenalan UI dulu sejarahnya, perasaan udah pernah liat deh slide2nya. haha iya kan waktu study tour ke UI dulu gue lihat hehe. ennext, moderatornya bilang 'mari kita dengarkan salitilawah quran dari saudara..' hah?? ada gitu ya TO pake baca quran salitilawah pula. ckckck gue langsung sms anak-anak 'ini TO atau ESQ??' soalnya ayatnya yang sering diucapin trainer waktu ESQ. sigh
then, baru deh mulai bagiin soal. ....................................................................................................................................................................................... MATEMATIKA DASAR, B.INDONESIA, B.INGGRIS, BIOLOGI, FISIKA, KIMIA, MATEMATIKA IPA, IPA TERPADU
maaaaaaaaaa!!! apa apaan ini!!! kenapa matematikanya banyak banget!! :'''''( lo tahu pelajaran yang paling nga pernah bisa masuk ke otak gue adalah math. haiissshh
subject yang gue kerjain paling pertama adalah B.Inggris yeaaahh!! terus lanjut sampai ke IPA Terpadu-itu apa sih-yang ternyata not too bad. baru ngerjain B.Indonesia daaaan ehm mathnya gue nyontek ei 100% -ah-dan dia juga 100% nga jawab yang matematika IPA itu. :''''''''''''((((( kalau gini caranya gimana gue bisa lulus ITBBBBB kalo TO SIMAK UI aja nga bisa blah!
btw fisikanya lumayan.
skip for that i'm so nuisance. abis itu gue ama yang lain decided buat makan di D'Cost terus lanjut nongkrong di Gloria Jeans Coffee di Ciputra Mal. pas di MCS gue ditelpon ama gaek kena maraah :'( katanya kenapa nga bilang kalo pergi jalan? papa nungguin gue di DW. haissshh papa sih nga marah, mama yang marah dan gue langsung aiihh iya tadi mau sms tapi papa juga nga nelpon jadinya mending nunggu papa nelpon dulu aja deh huuuh mian ma. no, damn i did it again! terlalu menyepele dan mama marah. nyesel. sumpah. what the other words??
then, baru deh mulai bagiin soal. ....................................................................................................................................................................................... MATEMATIKA DASAR, B.INDONESIA, B.INGGRIS, BIOLOGI, FISIKA, KIMIA, MATEMATIKA IPA, IPA TERPADU
maaaaaaaaaa!!! apa apaan ini!!! kenapa matematikanya banyak banget!! :'''''( lo tahu pelajaran yang paling nga pernah bisa masuk ke otak gue adalah math. haiissshh
subject yang gue kerjain paling pertama adalah B.Inggris yeaaahh!! terus lanjut sampai ke IPA Terpadu-itu apa sih-yang ternyata not too bad. baru ngerjain B.Indonesia daaaan ehm mathnya gue nyontek ei 100% -ah-dan dia juga 100% nga jawab yang matematika IPA itu. :''''''''''''((((( kalau gini caranya gimana gue bisa lulus ITBBBBB kalo TO SIMAK UI aja nga bisa blah!
btw fisikanya lumayan.
skip for that i'm so nuisance. abis itu gue ama yang lain decided buat makan di D'Cost terus lanjut nongkrong di Gloria Jeans Coffee di Ciputra Mal. pas di MCS gue ditelpon ama gaek kena maraah :'( katanya kenapa nga bilang kalo pergi jalan? papa nungguin gue di DW. haissshh papa sih nga marah, mama yang marah dan gue langsung aiihh iya tadi mau sms tapi papa juga nga nelpon jadinya mending nunggu papa nelpon dulu aja deh huuuh mian ma. no, damn i did it again! terlalu menyepele dan mama marah. nyesel. sumpah. what the other words??
spotted-reported
heeeyy new twitter background :) heheh nga penting ya sebenernya cuma gue lagi bingung mau ngepost apaan. aaaand psstt gue baru diajarin ama si Eri soal ginian swt! ahhaha
what do you think?? even it's a piracy but dont you think its keewwwlll??? COOL! Yon Rakian such a great artist. hahah (kalo lu baca jangan ge er ya). ok gue ngefans ama talent nya dia. dia temen sekelas gue di ipa3 dan he's not only such a great artist but also a great musician. suaranya juga kereeen bgt. he sang One Day In Your Life-MJ's soo smoothly damn! gambar2nya juga keren banget. permainan gitarnya juga ok. hmm
kaget nga?? haha biasa aja sih yaaa malah ih apaan deeh hahahah. ini nih introduce ketua kelas gue sekaligus lelaki tertampan terganteng di kelas gue ipa 3 hahahaahha. ini pas pelajaran apa deh ya gitu dia minta tolongin gue buta nempelin kertas bertuliskan "SAYA GANTENG" trus ntar pura2 nga tahu gitu. hahahah gue reflek nga mau padahal buat iseng2an doang sih tapi gue nga mau dong berdosa gara2 boong bilang yang nga bener hahahahahha. trus akhitnya dia minta tolong si alvin eh alvinnya sih mau mau aja gitu. abis itu dia jalan2 ke tengah kelas. temen2 pada "ih apa tuh mam?" "oi mam!" trus dia kaya nga tahu gitu "weh apa ni? serius nga tahu aku do" zzzzzzzzzzzz aku langsung dasar manusia untung aja lu ganteng LOL.added some new schedule bos! jumat sabtu gue jam 4 ampe jam 6 LTI-Toefl Preparation. kemaren udah mulai and its sooo boring. soalnya kan banyak ngebahas sola dan grammar focus jadi bosan banget. mana isinya cewek semua lagi swt. yaa kalo ada "jenis" lain kan paling nga bisa eyeswashing hahahaha apa deeehhh ngaco!
aaah besok exam kimia guuyssss :)) belom belajar sih cuman ntar mau kerumah yana belajar bareng ei trus jam 4 nya mau kerumah mira ada acara :)
xoxo,
aaah besok exam kimia guuyssss :)) belom belajar sih cuman ntar mau kerumah yana belajar bareng ei trus jam 4 nya mau kerumah mira ada acara :)
xoxo,
mian
oooh G ampun yaa gue bete banget deh ama telkomsel flash nih suka mati mati sendiri. berhantu kali ye? hiii serem. ternyata nga lampu aja yg hobby mati tapi flash gue juga daymnn! dan ternyata emang beneran aja. kalo udah mati lampu, sinyal telkomselnya juga jadi down makanya lelet banget kahirnya nga mau connect trus mati sendiri! haissshhhh mati aja lo semuaaarrrrr. terus laptop gue juga nih in problem :'(( kan awalnya windowsnya xp nih, terus diganti gitu ama vista kan sekarang jadi ngaa jelas gitu apalah active windows, background desktopnya juga ngilang, suka ngehang nga jelasssss aaaahhh kancut beneer!!!
aaah hari ini gue bangun dengan perasaan bersalah yang mendalam. iyaaa kemaren sore sabtu rya sms gue buat nonton dia nampil festival band di MTQ dan nga gue bales. karena gue juga nga yakin bakal nonton apa nga. dan ternyata iya aja sorenya papa keluar kota dan mama minta temenin ke rumah sakit karena ada sodara yang kena DBD. jadiii gue nga bales smsnya dan gue nga nonton performance dia. awalnya sih biasa aja tapi gue mulai ngerasa nga enak karena malem itu dia nga ada sms gue buat confirm gue jadi dateng apa nga. biasanya dia sms gueeee. terus besoknya gue online buka FB gue liat di hompage tuh dia lagi online, gue buka deh kan profile dia statusnya gini "akhirnya masuk final walaupun ngga satupun sahabat yang nyemangatin" jesssss!! gue langsung aaaahhsssss ya allah jahat banget sih gue jadi sahabat! jujur selama 5 tahun gue sahabatan ama dia belum pernah sekalipun gue nonton performance diaaaaa. ada aja halangan gue buat dateng. dan sekalipun gue dateng mau nonton malah performance dia tuh batal kaya minggu lalu. akhirnya karena gue bener sangat ngerasa bersalah gue wall in dia tapi nga dibaless ama dianyaaa :'( . makin inilah gue kan makin takut gitu dan gue baru keinget kalo tadi malam gue mimpi buruk soal ini. rya marah banget ama gue, nga mau maafin gue, nga mau lagi temenan ama gue. dia bilang gini "ko tuh janganlah cuek kali jadi orang! sama sahabat ko sendiri ha! nda ada ko balas sms aku. apa salahnya ko balas ko nga bisaa??! belum pernah sekalipun ko lihat aku nampil kan?!!" dan disitu tuh gue nangis minta maaf ama dia tapi dia tetep marah ama gue. abis dari situ gue langsung ngerasa ya allaaaaaaahhhhhhh.
kebayang dong ama kalaian gimana rasanya bersalah banget ama sahabat sendiri.
terus gue lihat dia online ym, gue buzzin dia nga dibales jugaaaaaaa dia malah off! sumpah gue sedih banget rya bener bener marah ama gue! i reall had no idea untill akhirnya gue sms dia
"mianata
gomenasai
i'm sorry
maaf ry..
chingu mianhee"
gue malah kebayang dia nga bakal reply sms gue. akhirnya dia bales "it's okay" gue cuma ngerasa aduuh masa gini doank sih jawabannya. akhirnya gue sms lagi "just that? seriously what i have to do?? i was blablabla" gue jelasin semua ke dia dan balesan dia cuma gini "iya gapapa kok" gue masih belum puas sampe gue cerita gue takut banget ampe kebawa mimpi. dia cuma bales gitu juga "gapapa" aaaaaaaahh gue jadi orang childish deh waktu itu *sigh
akhirnya gue pergi nyci mobil gue-masih dengan perasaan bersalah-terus kerumah ega. ada acara selametan rumah barunya sekalian nyambut bulan puasa gitu. abis itu gue ama mira ke MTQ buat nonton maria nampil. dia sms gue!!! "jadi ke mtq?" hihi karena hpe gue dicharge dikamar ega jadi telat repnya. akhirnya kita kesana gue ama mira terus gue langsung peluk diaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh hahahahah dia nga marah ama gue :))) untung dia belom nampil jadi sempet liat dia deh :D. aaaaaaahh gue lega deh tapii nga boleh gitu lagi kan dong yah. gue emang harus belajar buat nga cuek sama orang. tapi gimana dong bawaan gue dari dulu begitu. suka suka gue aja tergantung mood gue. egois banget emang. jahat. hhh biar waktu yang ngejawab. yang pasti gue nga sombong dan punya ati yang pendendam. gue sayaaang sama semua orang (seriously!) cuma gue bukan tipe orang yang gampang ngungkapin perasaan gue ke orang. kinda selfish, careless, and private. makanya gue butuh orang yang bisa ngebawa gue jadi diri gue sendiri dan ngerti gue luar dalem. i need someguy, one word, mature, loving :)
aaah hari ini gue bangun dengan perasaan bersalah yang mendalam. iyaaa kemaren sore sabtu rya sms gue buat nonton dia nampil festival band di MTQ dan nga gue bales. karena gue juga nga yakin bakal nonton apa nga. dan ternyata iya aja sorenya papa keluar kota dan mama minta temenin ke rumah sakit karena ada sodara yang kena DBD. jadiii gue nga bales smsnya dan gue nga nonton performance dia. awalnya sih biasa aja tapi gue mulai ngerasa nga enak karena malem itu dia nga ada sms gue buat confirm gue jadi dateng apa nga. biasanya dia sms gueeee. terus besoknya gue online buka FB gue liat di hompage tuh dia lagi online, gue buka deh kan profile dia statusnya gini "akhirnya masuk final walaupun ngga satupun sahabat yang nyemangatin" jesssss!! gue langsung aaaahhsssss ya allah jahat banget sih gue jadi sahabat! jujur selama 5 tahun gue sahabatan ama dia belum pernah sekalipun gue nonton performance diaaaaa. ada aja halangan gue buat dateng. dan sekalipun gue dateng mau nonton malah performance dia tuh batal kaya minggu lalu. akhirnya karena gue bener sangat ngerasa bersalah gue wall in dia tapi nga dibaless ama dianyaaa :'( . makin inilah gue kan makin takut gitu dan gue baru keinget kalo tadi malam gue mimpi buruk soal ini. rya marah banget ama gue, nga mau maafin gue, nga mau lagi temenan ama gue. dia bilang gini "ko tuh janganlah cuek kali jadi orang! sama sahabat ko sendiri ha! nda ada ko balas sms aku. apa salahnya ko balas ko nga bisaa??! belum pernah sekalipun ko lihat aku nampil kan?!!" dan disitu tuh gue nangis minta maaf ama dia tapi dia tetep marah ama gue. abis dari situ gue langsung ngerasa ya allaaaaaaahhhhhhh.
kebayang dong ama kalaian gimana rasanya bersalah banget ama sahabat sendiri.
terus gue lihat dia online ym, gue buzzin dia nga dibales jugaaaaaaa dia malah off! sumpah gue sedih banget rya bener bener marah ama gue! i reall had no idea untill akhirnya gue sms dia
"mianata
gomenasai
i'm sorry
maaf ry..
chingu mianhee"
gue malah kebayang dia nga bakal reply sms gue. akhirnya dia bales "it's okay" gue cuma ngerasa aduuh masa gini doank sih jawabannya. akhirnya gue sms lagi "just that? seriously what i have to do?? i was blablabla" gue jelasin semua ke dia dan balesan dia cuma gini "iya gapapa kok" gue masih belum puas sampe gue cerita gue takut banget ampe kebawa mimpi. dia cuma bales gitu juga "gapapa" aaaaaaaahh gue jadi orang childish deh waktu itu *sigh
akhirnya gue pergi nyci mobil gue-masih dengan perasaan bersalah-terus kerumah ega. ada acara selametan rumah barunya sekalian nyambut bulan puasa gitu. abis itu gue ama mira ke MTQ buat nonton maria nampil. dia sms gue!!! "jadi ke mtq?" hihi karena hpe gue dicharge dikamar ega jadi telat repnya. akhirnya kita kesana gue ama mira terus gue langsung peluk diaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh hahahahah dia nga marah ama gue :))) untung dia belom nampil jadi sempet liat dia deh :D. aaaaaaahh gue lega deh tapii nga boleh gitu lagi kan dong yah. gue emang harus belajar buat nga cuek sama orang. tapi gimana dong bawaan gue dari dulu begitu. suka suka gue aja tergantung mood gue. egois banget emang. jahat. hhh biar waktu yang ngejawab. yang pasti gue nga sombong dan punya ati yang pendendam. gue sayaaang sama semua orang (seriously!) cuma gue bukan tipe orang yang gampang ngungkapin perasaan gue ke orang. kinda selfish, careless, and private. makanya gue butuh orang yang bisa ngebawa gue jadi diri gue sendiri dan ngerti gue luar dalem. i need someguy, one word, mature, loving :)
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these are some pics of suju yang aku suka hihi. udah lama sih sebenrnya cuma pengen upload aja ke blog.sc:sarangsj.wordpress.com thankyouuu :)
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